I unlocked the door and waved at Johnathan as he drove away. I've been spending more time with him recently and he's become a great friend. Well my only friend really. I need more friends.
We came to an unmentionable agreement that Gabriel and Johnathan kissing me would never be brought up in conversation. This made getting over Gabriel easier. When I go out with Johnathan I'm away from Aunt Becky and Gabriel and I feel like I can breath.
After the night in Gabriel's bed the house has been tense and I probably haven't said more that 10 words to him in the past week. We haven't been alone-I made sure of that- and when we are I bolt out of the room in a second.
It's not like I hated him-god I couldn't hate him if I tried. I wished I could hate him because that would make life easier. But
