The Heart Of Everything

15. Your butt is so soft that I can't even grab it

Shaking cause me to wake. Kimmie is laying with her arm over me holding the duvet in her fist. Her whole body is trembling behind me, and her teeth are chattering. Kimmie's feet move up and down, repeatedly next to mine.

"Honey," I turn around to look at her.

"Are you cold?" I swallow hard as I see her whole face in pain.

"My feet hurt too bad." She says in agony like she almost wants to break out in tears. She moves down, buries her face in my chest, and grab my shirt in her fist on my back.

"Calm down, okay, honey. Just take a deep breath." After a while, her body stops shaking, but she keeps on moving her legs.

"Can you explain to me how it hurts?" I ask and she starts trembling again.

"Feels like growing pains." She says with gritted teeth. Growing pains, isn't she a little too old for that? Maybe it was all the walking we did today. I remember those pains as a kid, it's horrible. Kimmie starts groaning, and it makes me feel so sorry for her. I move my hand under her shirt on her back, stroking her.

"You need to calm down, the more you stress the worse it is honey." She needs to think about something else than the aching in her legs.

"It hurts so bad, Sam." She says moving uncomfortably next to me.

"I know, honey." I say, feeling so hopeless. Well, since I do not like feeling like that I am going to do at least something. I shift and end up sitting down with her legs that are shaking. Then I start moving my hands smoothly and softly on her skin, trying to change the pain into something else. I want her to relax so she can fall asleep. After a while, she stops moving and it makes my heart calm down.

"How can you be such an asshole and then just the world's most amazing girlfriend ever?" She asks me, breathing more relaxed. I snort of her words as I move my hands on her right leg.

"Because being an asshole is fun, and loving you is the most amazing thing in the whole world." I tell her softly and she shoots up in the bed, looking at me lightly with her green eyes. Then she moves down to me and cups my cheeks.

"I can't believe that this asshole is mine." She says with a bright smile on her face. Her words make me snort and roll my eyes.

"I love you too, honey." I tell her and she chuckle. She wraps her arms around me and drags me down above her. I lay on her soft chest.

"It would have been nice if you took off your shirt." I joke only to get slapped in the head.

"Now you are an asshole." She says, but there is a little laugh in there.

"Hey, if you can tease like that, then so can I." I tell her. After she joked around the night she had a high fever and when she f*****g smacked my butt, even I haven't dared to do that to her. Well, I am going to take my revenge one day. Not right now since Kimmie was hurting so bad and now that I am laying softly on her chest.

After we came home, Kimmie just laid down on me on the couch, half sleeping the entire time. She has probably not come in fully shape after she was sick. I didn't mind at all, I love watching her sleep and stroking her warm skin. Oh, my god. I am turning into a softy. I roll my eyes of myself. No one cares, Sam, expect Kimmie. She loves it though she is such a romantic. Kimmie loves the romantic stuff. I love the face, she gives me when I tell her or show her my 'soft' side.

Kimmie loves cuddling that's for sure, doesn't go a day a when I am with her she just has to snuggle. She told me it was her favorite thing to do. She always looks forward to the evening with me, so she can curl up next to me. This time I am laying upon her and it feels nice.

I look up to my sleeping girl. Finally, she has relaxed and drifted to sleep. The look of pain in her eyes from earlier made me scared, and I did not like it, at all. My girl should not be allowed to go through any kind of agony. At least that is how I want it to be. I want her to smile every day, just for her to be happy. I can do that, I think, I hope.

The last thing I want is to lose her. She is the only one I have, only one I have had through my life as a friend. Kimmie has always been there, and not having her around just makes me hallow. I hate even those days when I am not sleeping in the same bed with her. The nights are so damn lonely and cold because Kimmie has been always warm.

She has been just everything I need. I have barely been in a fight since I ended up with her, well I haven't hit anyone. Lizzy hasn't found me lately, I have been good at hiding. I think even Miss Hale is bored at work now.

Kimmie has my full attention and everyone around is not important. My eyes always have to find her. I just need to, because she makes my heart excited. The feeling I have around her, I love it, and I love her. No matter how big her temper is, well, maybe my love for her is as big as her temper. I smile to myself and close my eyes.

"Oh, my god, I love you." I moan on Kimmie's shirt (my shirt) as I grab her pajama pants (my pajama pants). I woke up with her hands moving on my lower back. It's the best feeling in the whole world. She is chuckling underneath me.

"If you do this every day, I swear I love you as long as you want me to." I tell her, surrendering to her soft warm hands that are brushing my skin lightly.

"You swear?"

"Yes, I swear." I mumble as I rub my face on her collarbone and she kisses the top of my head.

"I have to do it more often then." She tells me and I nod.

"If you give me something in return." She says and I snort.

"What do you want honey?" I ask softly because I could seriously do anything for her right now.

"You have to wear those white pants more." She tells me chuckling and I burst out in laughter.

"If you like them so much, honey, why don't you wear them."

"No, it's not the pants. It's the one who is wearing them." I feel her hands move further down, under my clothes.

"Hey!" I yell as she squeezes my ass. Kimmie is laughing under me.

"Your butt is so soft that I can't even grab it." She says and I start tickling her.

"No, Sam stop!" She begs me, while I still tickle her on the side of her stomach.

"Then stop complaining about my ass." I say as I stop and lean up to kiss her cheek.

"I love you, honey." I whisper to her as I met her eyes. She looks at me so soft, no one has ever looked at me like that before. It makes my heart, tickle and I can't make myself turn away from her gorgeous green eyes. I cup her cheeks and brush my thumbs lightly on her skin, as I study her beautiful face.

"Kiss me already." She whispers as lightly as she looks at me. I take a deep breath before leaning down to her.