She’s seen me kill. Seen the true monster that I am. So, now that she’s seen me, the question is what will she do?
Day 48I THOUGHT TAKING a shower and scrubbing away the remnants of last night would make me feel slightly better, but it hasn’t. All I can think about is how Hans and Chow will never have that privilege again.
When I could no longer distinguish between my tears and the running water, I decided to switch off the faucets because I couldn’t hide forever. I hunted through the closet, wanting nothing more than to wear a pair of sweats and a baggy T-shirt, but I settled on skinny jeans and a blouse instead. It’s forbidden, it seems, to dress in anything casual.
I’m in the bathroom brushing my teeth when I hear the bedroom door open.
I wanted to go to Saint, but after my revelati
