I found myself sitting across from Noah, as his friends gathered to meet at one of our usual places. There was a new addition to the group. Noah's friend, Jacob wanted to introduce "Guys, this is Charlie, my boyfriend. And Charlie, you already know everyone, so..." Jacob's way of introducing us ended in hilarity. Everyone welcomed Charlie warmly. He had nice olive skin and blue eyes. As I was listening to the guys engaging in casual chit-chat, I sensed Noah's gaze on me, but when I looked in his direction, he averted his gaze back to the menu. Under the table, I caged his foot between mine boldly. But Noah stiffened as if my simple gesture repulsed him and he retrieved his foot. My heart aches for his one look of love, but all I get is his cold stare or silence. "Mac & cheese" When t

