“You ready to head to the airport mom?” Gage asked as he popped his head into my room. I lugged my suitcase off of my bed and nearly tripped over a box on my way out the door. “Yup. just making sure I grabbed everything. Are you excited?” he nodded his head but he looked around nervously. “What is it?” He shook his head but I grabbed his shoulder. “If I choose to go here, you'll be alone. I won't be here to help if you need it. I won't be able to take you to doctors appointments, what if the cancer does come back? This is just, i don't know” “It's scary, I know. But you heard Brian the last few times I went in for a follow up. Everything is clear. I'm okay. The unknown is always a scary thing Gage but that's life. Things are constantly changing and if you don't put yourself out there or

