Sombre Nature

Realization

Jalan was finally able to get a way from his new bride it has been 4 days straight and he can not wait anymore. I booked an expensive romantic dinner for Mia and me, it is early in the morning so I told her I would go to the golf course see some clients and relax and that she should use the spa to have a relaxing day and shop for a new dress for our dinner. My staff has told me she is getting weaker in spirit day by day and m**********g to relieve the horniness more. I just cannot wait to see her face when she realizes its me. I walk downstairs to the suite on the boat step by step.

I hold my breath as the doorknob turns, a head pops in I gasp loudly suddenly my chest tightens beyond anything ever felt I cannot breathe but anger starts swarming in my head but sadness at my weakness that I cannot beat him to a pulp. Breathe you i***t, I finally get my breathe controlled “you f**k, god damn son of a b***h I can’t believe you did this, you are f*****g nut case” I let my words fly I am so scared, tired, angry, and so f*****g hot I want something deep inside me satiating me. By this time Jalan is now closer to the bed I jump up trying to lunge for him, but he knew this would happen his arm c****d back already to slap my face and he follows through hand to face so hard I fall almost knocking my head against a bed post.

“Why god why” I am holding my face, he lunges for me grabbing my long pitch-black hair pulling till I am looking up on my knees in front of him. “because I can Inara and you are mine” and slaps me again just as hard with his other hand while still holding me up by my hair, I am whimpering taking deep breathes “f**k” my eyes are red tearing up a little “you are going to beg me for relief Inara on your knees for the relief you need” he picks me up more by my hair so I can stand, I am only 5’2 to his 6’2 so delicate “ I am going to break you” Jalan leads me to the bed which is just a few steps I hit the back of my knees to the bed “kneel” he growls “I cant believe your doing this please just let me go I wont tell anyone even Mia promise she must be worried about me please” Jalan punches me very hard in the stomach, I shriek and whimper in immense pain doubling over landing on my knees hard grabbing my stomach my head gets pulled up by the hair so I can look at Jalan who stares down at me with wild and obsessed eyes “No one knows your missing Inara.

You think I did this without thought and planning I have been planning since I proposed to Mia, you regularly text and call her of course, same with your parents by the time they catch on, it will be too late to. Now stand up” Jalan lets me stand up letting go of his hold on my hair straightening my hair softly I raise my hand nails ready to scratch his face but he is too quick and grabs my hand hard squeezing with his other hand punches me harder in the stomach then grabs my hair again so I cant double over “your going to submit to me I will beat it out of you and pump you a lot fuller of the medicine or you can just succumb now” Jalan brings his face down closer I cannot help it and spit in his face. Jalan throws me to the ground hard starting to kick me in the stomach and legs than grabs my hair to bring me up, slapping my face throwing me to the bed. “I will be back in a few hours Inara you better change by then” he walks to the door and leaves.

I start crying on the bed curled in a fetal position. I thought I had courage and could get through this but f**k it hurts I just want it to end, and I cry myself to sleep. Next thing I feel someone humming a song I have never heard but sounds familiar with something wet washing her face. Then I heard a whisper God is always there my girl Your Father and Mother in another world they know you are in pain so pray and they will send love and endurance do not fight him anymore dear let him Win once I know salvation will come soon after. I feel a stick in my arm falling asleep thinking they just pumped me up with more drugs, something feels different after that needle in my arm.

I feel colder my tremors wake me up just before Jalan is getting in the bed with me. “Plea... please don’t hurt m..me anymore I beg you I will be good I will be good” I realize that my arms held up by chains above my head and my clothes are off also Jalan is also naked. “Beg me more kitten say the words come on beg me” “please I will be good help me I can’t stand it anymore I’m so hot it hurts please” Jalan has a smile so creepy and scary he is glad I cannot take it anymore I need to wait patiently soon I will find my salvation.

Jalan rushes to kiss me and I let him being afaird about it but when he probes with his tongue I try not to let him in but he grabs my face and looks at me then goes back trying for entry I lets his tongue in my mouth French kissing me possessively my head is still unfocused I can’t believe this is happening I am at a loss never able to be rid of him, Jalan starts to run his hands all over my body groping, pinching my breasts hard, his hand spanning over my stomach, my legs are chained to the posts but spread a little, he starts to slither his tongue down my body sucking and leaving marks of hickies all over my neck and breasts, sucking hard and biting leaving teeth marks I whimper say ow when he does it to hard “please you are hurting me” I whisper Jalan looks up“I can do whatever I want to relieve you kitten right?” squeezing my breast hard “yes sorry yes I will be good” he gets slightly gentler he finally starts to play with his tongue on my p***y I cannot help but start to feel some relief but he is doing it hard he sucks and bites my c**t and devours his tongue in and out sucking slurping, I feel disgusted and the relief I have been craving from all the drugs they have been pumping me up with I whimper softly and moan “more” he is happy to hear that and starts to finger me in and out with his tongue, then suddenly he stops he is now on his knees looking at my face smiling “ you’re a virgin kitten you saved yourself just for me didn’t you Kitten” he smiles this Cheshire grin so creepy I say what he wants to hear “mhhmm””use yours words kitten” he growls “yes I did” “good kitten good” and he gets on top of me “this is going to hurt kitten but then you will beg for more” and he plunges deep and hard inside me.

I am in another world in my mind putting someone else in place of this disgusting and disturbed man I scream softly from the pain and he covers my mouth “Shhhh its ok kitten I’m just stretching you” and I just whimper after about 15 to 20 minutes the pain starts lessening I start to feel the relief with his p***s inside of me he is so deep my body is betraying me because of those stupid drugs and I start moaning and crying at the same time he removes his hand from my mouth growling “open your eyes at look at me kitten!” I don’t open my eyes so he Slaps twice I slowly open my eyes “look at me kitten or I will do it again” I keep my eyes open he is just staring and smiling watching me moan cry her eyes out “say my name kitten beg for more be a good kitten” she whimpers “Please” slap ”I hate having to hurt you kitten come on” “Jalan please, please I need more please Jalan you’re so deep” “that’s my good kitten” he rams harder and harder and starts French kissing with me again. It seemed like forever, but it was just two hours long he must have taken something to last so long he feel asleep after the third time he cummed inside me, I just cannot sleep with him beside me please do not let me sleep but her eyes and opening and closing and she falls into the darkness in her mind. Jalan keeps using her for another hour or two, then leaves. Someone came in a comely woman with her eyes downcast and she released my restraints to the posts but not before putting the other chains on me again “sorry” she whispers. I realize some of these people are good, looks like the food is on the ground again but this time there are utensils and on a plate. The horniness has subsided a little and I slept a lot my thoughts are less cloudy I go to the shower scrubbing hard and cry.

I’m done, I go to the food I do not want to eat it yet there are no utensils he wants me to be his pet. I lay on the bed and let sleep come. Its dark out she must have slept a long time maybe they are going to allow me more sleep now (fingers crossed) I walk to the food on the ground and decides to eat but hesitate seeing something in the water glistening I get closer on all fours getting my face closer a key a f*****g key oh my word God is there with me I grab it but I cannot just leave now wait for dark hoping most people will be asleep so turns on the tv puts some underwear on and a t-shirt that is all there is. I am going to be free.