Never Again

Chapter8

"You're drinking huh?"he asked sarcastically.I just ignored him and continue to drink.

Bigla naman nyang inagaw ang basong hawak ko kaya tinignan ko sya ng masama.What's his problem?Baka nakakalimutan nya sya ang dahilan kung bakit ako umiinom ngayon.

"Ano bang problema mo!?"Sigaw ko na ikinagulat nya pati rin ako nagulat sa pagsigaw ko.This is my first time i shouted at him kaya talaga namang nakakagulat or maybe, i'm just drunk.

"You're drunk"madiin nyang sabi na ikinahirap ko.

"So?"I raised my brow while, looking at him.

"You need to go home"he said.

"I don't want to"may diing kong sabi.

"Let's go, i will take you home, might something bad happen to you if i leave you here"he stood up and held my elbow, but i removed it.

"Why do you care?"I'm hoping that he cares for me.

"Kylie worried about you"he said while looking at me.Kylie again.

"Just leave"tanging sinabi ko nalang.Akmang kukunin ko ulit yung basong may alak ng bigla nya nanaman itong inalis.Pumikit ako ng mariin.

Calm down sahara.

I want to burst in anger, i want to punch his faces, i want to slap him, i want to...kiss him.I sigh.The hell with my heart.Bakit ganoon?Ilang ulit na nya ako sinaktan pero eto parin ako minamahal sya.

"Dwight, i don't want this"Napahagulgol ako.I'm looked weak right now infront of him, Great!.

I looked up at him but he didn't have a reaction. He was just looking at me with an emotionless face.Fuck you dwight!.

"Bakit nyo ginagawa saakin 'to?May puso rin ako, nasasaktan din ako"Humagulgol ako habang inilalabas sakanya ang galit ko.Nakatingin sya saakin at alam kong nakikinig sya sa mga sinasabi ko kaya, ayos na rin yon basta malabas ko lang ang sakit na nararamdaman ko sakanya.

"Almost a year akong naghahabol sayo tapos malalaman ko nalang nililigawan mo na pala si kylie, you're so heartless"sabi ko habang umiiyak sa harapan nya.

"I already told you, i don't like you and never be but you always pushing yourself to me"walang emosyon nyang sabi.Napailing naman ako at natawa ng sarkastamo.

"Sana man lang sinabi mo saakin na nililigawan mo na si kylie noong panahon na hinahabol habol kita!"i shouted at him.Napapikit naman sya.

"Will you stop if i tell you?"he asked me that kaya natahimik ako.Alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi pa rin ako titigil kahit na nililigawan na nya si kylie, baka nga mas lalo pa akong gumawa ng paraan para lang mapasaakin sya.

"Just leave me here"yun lang ang tanging nasabi ko.

"No"May diin nyang sabi.Magsasalita pa sana ako pero bigla nya akong hinatak paalis sa bar.

"Ano ba?!"sigaw ko ng makalabas kami.Binitawan naman nya ako atsaka sya humarap saakin.Mahahalata mo sa gwapo nyang mukha na galit sya.

"Let's go"cold nyang sabi atsaka nagpatiunang umalis pero hindi ako gumalaw sa kinatatayuan ko.

"I said let's g-"humarap sya saakin at nagsalita pero bago pa nya matapos ang sasabihin nya bigla akong lumapit sakanya atsaka sya hinalikan.

Kitang-kita ko ang gulat sakanyang mga mata dahil hindi ako pumikit.Gusto kong makita ang reaksyon nya kapag hinalikan ko sya dahil umaasa pa rin ako na may chance ako sa kanya kahit katiting lang.

Ginalaw ko ang labi ko pero sya ay parang naestatwa pa rin.Napangisi naman ako.Ewan ko kung epekto ba 'to ng alak pero wala na akong pakialam basta ang gusto ko lang ngayon ay ang maramdaman sya.

I kiss him torridly, nagulat naman ako ng bigla nyang ginalaw ang labi nya pero sa huli ay napangisi nalang ako.He bit my lower lips and pushed his tongue inside mine, so I gladly accepted it. I sucked his tongue and held his chest to support my body.He held my waist and deepend our kiss.

He shoved me into the backseat of his car and sat on top of me.He kissed me hungrily again, so I kissed him the same way he kissed me. I moan when he touches my waist to my breast. Oh god! It feels good.

He removed my clothes and now I'm totally n***d in front of him. He stopped kissing me and he looked at my body.The l**t is visible in his eyes.That's good, baby, and now you're mine. He kissed me again. This time he kissed me carelessly and touched my wetness.

"Oh! Dwight it's feels good"I moan.

Even though my hands were shaking, I still tried to reach for the button on his longsleeve and removed it. He helped me para mas mapadali ang pagtanggal ko. He even unbuckled his belt and removed his pants, as well as his boxers and briefs. He's now totally n***d in front of me.I can't stop myself looking at his length.

It's huge and long.

I gulp because of that.He saw my reaction so he grinned at me.Before i even talk he kissed me again down to my neck and my breast.I pulled his hair because of the sensation he gave me.

He parted my legs and positioned himself on top of me. He entered me slowly, and it hurt so badly. I wanted to stop him, but ayaw kong ma disappointed sya. He saw my face full of tears.He wiped away my tears and hugged me tightly.

"Shh! I'm sorry, i'll be gentle"I saw in his face how concerned he was.I nodded at him.I trust you dwight, even though you always hurting me.

Gumalaw sya sa taas ko.At first it was slow pero habang tumatagal bumibilis ang galaw nya.

"Oh! Dwight, faster baby!"I moaned his name over and over again.Hanggang sa sabay kaming nilabasan.

Hindi ko na alam ang sumunod na nangyari dahil nakatulog na ako sa sobrang pagod, pero bago pa man pumikit ang mga mata ko naramdaman ko ang paghalik ni dwight sa noo ko or i was just imagining things?.