Never Again

Chapter4

"Ma'am sahara pinapatawag po kayo ng mommy nyo"the maid calling me.I dont want to come out because i know kylie is already here at dito na sya titira ever.

It's already saturday, no classes.It's so boring at lalong boboring ang buhay ko because kylie is here.I hate her so much.That b***h arghh!sarap sabunutan.

"Hey! Sahara your bestfriend is already here"this time si mom na ang tumatawag saakin.I rolled my eyes.

"Mom, i'm still sleepy"tamad kong sabi.

"Open the door sahara, and it's already 10:30am for pete sake"she's now yelling so i don't have a choice.I open the the door at unang bumungad saakin ang mommy kong ang sama ng tingin sa akin.

"Hindi ka man nag breakfast sahara, you are so lazy kailan kaba sisipag?"nakakairita but she's my mom so i need to keep shut."let's go sahara"nakapameywang sya sa harap ko habang ako nakahiga looking in the ceiling.

"Where?"i asked.

"Dining sabayan mong kumain si kylie"Bigla naman nag init ang ulo ko.

"WHAT?!I don't want mom"i said.Nagtaka naman sya.

"Did you two fight?"she asked.

"No mom, Ayoko lang makita ang pagmumuka nya, it's annoying na kase"i rolled my eyes.

"That's all?"my mom looked at me like i did something wrong."Let's go sabayan mo si kylie atsaka mamayang dinner darating yung manliligaw nya dito sa bahay"she said to me while looking at his watch.

I'm suprised, she have manliligaw?Who the hell is that?So she don't like dwight talaga ah.That's good then.

"Let's go mom"my mom raised her brow.She's wondered now kung bakit nagyaya akong pumunta ng dining dahil alam nya pag ayaw ko ayaw ko talaga.I rolled my eyes at nauna ng lumabas.

I go straight to the dining and there i saw kylie, she's eating with my dad and they are talking while laughing.Hindi pumasok sa trabaho si dad?

"Hey dad"i called my dad kaya saakin nabaling ang atensyon nya.

Nakaramdam naman ako ng selos because when he looked at me naging seryoso ang muka nya but everytime na nag uusap sila ni kylie, he's smiling and laughing.Never of my life na nakita kong tumawa at ngumiti si dad because of me.Sana all kylie.This b***h hindi lang flirt attention seeker pa.

"Sahara, come here join us"masayang sabi ni kylie.I just smiled baka ano pang masabi ko sakanya kapag kinausap ko sya.

Imbes na unupo ako sa tabi nya i seat in the other side of the table so our arrangemet is kylie infront of me while dad is in the center.

"Sahara, your favorite"inilagay nya sa plate ko ang bacon so i don't have a choice kung hindi kainin 'yon though i don't like her the way she giving me food because hindi na kami kagaya ng dati since nagkagusto si dwight sakanya.Call me flirt or selfish but i'll do everything for dwight.

After eating i decided to sleep dahil mamayang dinner daw darating ang manliligaw ni kylie 'kuno' at take note rich kid daw so kaylangan paghandaan.I feel nervous feeling ko may hindi magandang mangyayari mamaya.

"Ma'am it's already 7pm.Kaylangan nyo na pong magbihis"nagising ako dahil sa katok ng kasambahay.I want to sleep again but hindi pwede for sure dad will get mad.

"Yeah"sabi ko at tumigil na ang katok.

I look at the ceiling while thinking about the manliligaw of kylie.I feel nervous, i don't know why.So idecided to prepare.After taking a bath i walk in my closet and i choose what to wear but in the end i choose the dress color red.

Tinignan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin.I smiled bagay na bagay saakin ang dress na suot ko dahil sa maputi kong balat dagdagan mo pa ang buhok kong hanggang bewang at hapit na hapit ang dress sa katawan ko kaya kita ang curved ko.

Someone knocked on my door kaya i decided na lumabas na atsaka it's already 8:10pm na i'm already late.

I opened the door bumungad ang mommy kong nakatulala saakin.

"What now mom?"Inip kong tanong.

"Wow, you looked so beautiful"Manghang sabi nya.

"I know mom"i rolled my eyes but i smiled because of the compliment she gave.

Papunta na kami sa dining ni mom.She said na yung manliligaw ni kylie is already there.I don't know why but i feel nervous lalo na at papalapit na palapit na kami sa dining.

Huminga ako ng malamin bago pumasok sa dining.I froze ng makita ko ang manliligaw ni kylie.I'm hallucinating right?This is not true.Why kylie?Bakit si dwight pa?I thought she doesn't like him?.Ang daming tanong sa isip ko habang nakatingin sa kanila.

"We're here"mom said kaya napunta saamin ang atensyon nila.Nagulat ang dalawa ng makita ako.Anong nakakagulat ah?.I'm holding back my tears na kanina pa gustong lumabas.I feel betrayed by my bestfriend.

"Sit down"mahinahong sabi ni dad.Gusto kong umalis doon but i don't have a choice kung hindi ang umupo doon because i'm sure dad will get mad.

"Are you okay?"Napansin ata ni mom ang pananahimik ko.Napatingin saamin ang lahat including ate valerie na nandito rin sa table kasalo namin.

I looked at my mom and nooded para iparating sakanya na i'm fine but i see in her face ang pag aalala.

"So dwight montero right?"naagaw ng atensyon namin si dad ng magsalita sya.

"Yes tito"magalang na sagot ni dwight.

"Are you sure about kylie because kapag nakita kong umiiyak yan ng dahil sayo malilintikan ka saakin"maawtoridad na tanong ni dad.

"Yes tito, i'm sure about kylie"dwight said at hinawakan ang kamay ni kylie na nasa ibabaw ng table.Fuck it's hurt so much.

"Kailan ka nagstart na nanligaw sakanya?"dad asked again kaya napatingin ako sa kanila.

Nagtama ang mata namin ni dwight.Nakatingin pala sya saakin?Nag-iwas ako ng tingin sakanya dahil ayokong makita nya akong nasasaktan ng dahil sakanila.

"Almost a year"mahina nyang sagot.FUCK!.

Hindi ko na kinaya ang mga eksena kaya nagpaalam ako kay dad na aakyat na sa kwarto dahil masama ang pakiramdam ko.

Lame reason.

Fuck pinagmuka nila akong tanga?Almost a year akong habol ng habol sakanya tapos nanliligaw na pala sya kay kylie.

And kylie said na she's not interested kay dwight tapos malalaman ko nalang na matagal na pala siyang nililigawan ni dwight?.

Fuck i can't take it anymore.