Meant To Be Yours

chapter 4

I thought you well, I didn't know you looked very cute and I just couldn't think of anything else, so you thought you could just kiss me like that without thinking Maria looked at me with teary eyes.

At that moment, I knew I f****d up really badly,but saying anything more would just make it worse.

I actually thought you were different.

Then everybody is here, but it turns out I was wrong. I don't know why I can't see people's intentions clearly and think they will ever turn out to be good for me. Maybe it's me who's the problem, but don't follow me now.

She sighs at me and leaves school.

Emma comes out and follows her to where she is going. Emma asked me but I ignored her and left for home.

I banged my hand on the seat. How could I be so dumb, for real? You just kissed a girl without having any feelings for her and now the reason you have is you cared for her, so you just wanted to stop her from taking BRAVo sky BRAVO.

Do you think anyone will believe it?

Do you even believe it yourself? I talked to myself confusingly.

Maria's Pov;

I walked back to the hospital.

I felt so frustrated. I wish I could slap Sky. What am I trash? How could he do that? I literally had one wish to kiss my groom and no other man than that, or atleast to have my first kiss with the guy that I was in love with.

but as soon as I looked at my mother, all my anger went in vain.

When I look at her and think about how much effort she has made for her to be able to survive in this world as a single parent.

I hugged her and promised her that I would make everything alright.

Mom asked me to take her home as she was sick.

Being in the same room for many hours now, okay mom, it's just about this night.

You will be discharged by tomorrow and I will also cook your favorite meal and spend all my day with you. Hold up for a few more hours saying this, I looked at her and then I noticed her snores. You must be really tired.

I get up from there and sit on the couch next to the bed. I guess god shows me my place every day.

After all, "I belong to a small uncomfortable couch", she looks outside the window thinking about the hectic day she had. She was so surprised at her reaction to Emma's question, but more than anything, she was mad at Sky's stupidity but didn't care much to think about it.

Maybe he was a fuckboy too. I decided never to talk to him anymore, even if it was because of my dad, I would rather die than ask for his help. After all, I managed to do it all by myself until now.

I could still do it all ahead, so I murmured everything in my head and fell asleep.

On the other hand, Sky was losing his mind.

Sky's pov;

I couldn't fall asleep because I knew that I had done something very wrong, but the main problem was I couldn't think why he reacted like that.

I was sitting at my study table making a list of girls I have ever been with, trying to figure out if I did it all because I like her or because I just wanted her to calm down because I care for humans.

But I met her yesterday.

Love at first sight? Nah, she is not even my type. She is cute but not hot. She is not someone a person can have fun with, not a party girl defo it was just lame.

I tried to clear my head and try not to think more about it and ignore all of the voices my heart kept giving him.

It was time to play Playstation. It's 11 am. Just one match, OK, two and, of duo match and then I will sleep.

I jumped to the couch and turned on my PS but my head was constantly paining because my thoughts kept colliding.

I was angry and excited at the same time.

Hey buddy, Hey dad, seems like you had a rough day today. Here, have food. My dad serves me with our all time favourite grilled cheese sandwiches and juice.

Where is mom? I asked politely

She is sleeping. She was very tired when she came home from work. My dad replied she always is, but it's okay. I understand saying this. I pick up a sandwich and start to eat.

Thank you dad. I think I was hungry, but I realize it after the first bite. Also, how can I say no to these delicious sandwiches?

Can I ask you something, Dad?

I asked dad slowly, yeah, sure son, what is it? Why did we move to New York because of mom? She still never gives us time, yet you love her and before you say anything, I know she loves us but she is busy with work. This is what I have been hearing since that day before I could say anymore.

Dad gets up and kisses me good night.

and ask me to say nothing more.

everything will fall into its place once you try to see things more clearly son.

but why can I not find out from you? Why do you ask me to figure it out by myself? You know it, just tell me.

I ask my dad but he leaves, closing the door.

The next morning, Sky leaves for college while Maria signs the discharge papers and brings her mother home.

Marias Pov;

All the house was messed up. The dishes were yet to be done and Bluey's tank was very dirty.

I asked mom to get a shower and freshen up.

Meanwhile, I started to cook and clean one by one. As I took a day off, my main goal of the day was to complete all the mess before I could start with my everyday chorus job and, to this stupid degree, I sighed*

It was not like I did not want to get it or I did not like it, but going through those faces and a hectic day stressed me out. And to be honest now, the dark circles under my eyes also explain it all.

Ah, home is really somewhere where a person is at peace.

I gasped. I changed my clothes into a black baggy tshirt and trousers, made up a messy bun and went to my comfort zone.

while Sky waits for her at college to apologize about yesterday night.

Emma shows up and asks Sky if he knows why Maria did not come.

Is she scared to face us, Emma asked, scared of what? Was there really something for her to be scared of? What is your relationship with her? Do you have a crush on her or something? Emma asked in a bossy tone.Well, however you take it, but just know if you ever hurt her, I'm always going to be beside her, I replied.

So you better not Sarah walks in and give Emma her phone. Your phone is ringing. It says Mrs Gilbert.

It's important I will join you. Emma leaves with her phone. She seemed worried, didn't she? Maybe who cares I ignored and leave to check if Maria is in the library or somewhere in the campus.