Connie Things had flipped so fast. I can't see when but it was slipping and there's a pull from both directions. Which way should I go? That day everything had changed, I didn't know it but it did. It shouldn't have, not me. It wasn't about me, it shouldn't be. Not when my best friend just loss his mother and I'm here hurt if I stay. Every feeling I have I drown it out. Too much was bubbling in, uncertainty. Yet I let my mate take the wheel and I stayed at his side, his worries, and his needs. I was his mate and I love him. I don't question when he has vailed reasons. I just didn't know what my mate needed at the time my best friend did too was to leave it all behind. He says it's just a trip to clear his thoughts, but it felt more. I ignored his bond and trusted his words. He fe

