Torn between the wolf and my bestriend

Jax

Jax lives with his dad and grandma a few doors down from aura and has lived there is whole life he lost his mom at a young age so has been brought up by his dad n nan.Jax is 6ft tall has black short hair with hazel eyes and is wearing black jeans with a white top with a black opened shirt over.Just getting back from school he says hi to his nan and goes up to his room his dad is out at work he recovers broken down cars and fixs them up he self employed.Jax sits at his desk and starts going over eveythink that happned in school today with aura and braden he carnt help that he loves and has done since he was 16 he hasnt told anyone about this cus he worried it will ruin his freindship with aura.So he keeps it all to himself and rights it all done on his computer its in a hidden file only he knows bot.

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today at school a new guy started and aura was really attractive to him she was in a trance when ever she looked at him i felt very jealous cus she never looked at me in that way and i really dont know what to do i carnt tell her my feelings cus i carn loose her nor can i live with her getting with the new guy from school so much will change and i got a bad feeling from the guy he seems like he hiding something and all his mates all look the same has him tall big build with muscles and sun kissed skin. im also sure that when i looked at him his eyes changed colour and he gave me that cocky smile that pissed me off all day i was trying to talk with aura but she just seemed so distance an day dreaming at the end of school she bumped into the new kid braden and he had her in his arms an she looked comfortable and wasnt afraid off him they spoke exchanged names and then he said he see her around i was angry cus she could of introduced me i was standing right next to her.The car ride home we didnt talk just listened to the music that was playin when we got to hers i said i wa going home to catch up on some studying truth was i just wanted to be alone

END OF JOURNAL EDIT. After getting all his thoughts down he went back downstairs to help his nan sort dinner she was preparing veggies so i started helping her with the rest we was having hotpot one of nans favourite dishes. While everythink was cooking we set the table and spoke about hw the day had been my phone pinged and it was a msg from aura asking if i wanted to go watch a movie with her i said yes after ive eaten we go to the movies alot just me and her...We arrived at the movies and picked the new black widow movie we went halfs on popcorn and a drink and went to find our seats the film was good i brushed past her hand a few times an each time i got butterflies from just touching her i look round the movie theater and see alot of couples if u was a bystander u would think me n aura was a couple...The movie ended we headed back home said our goodbyes outside aura's house and i went home as i was dad was pulling into the drive way we said hello and i went up to bed had a shower and laid on my bed i sent aura a goodnight txt set my alarm and wet to sleep.Woke up at 6:30 had a shower but on some black combat shorts and a white tshirt with a pair of black converse run some gel through my hair and brushed my teeth got my backpack sorted and headed downstairs to get breakfast nan and dad was still sleepin so i had a coffee and made my way to aura's for breakfast.Walking through the back door like i do everyday i was greeyed with the smell of fresh coffee and bacon today we was havin eggs bacon and fried bread me an her dad was talking bot the next lacrose game that is in a few weeks and asked if i would want to practice with him cus he used to be the captain of the team when he was at school i jumped at the chance he never lost a single game the whole timme he was captain an i was learning from the best while we was talkin aura and her mom was talkin bot going shopping so she can update her wardrobe now its starting to get cooler her mom offered to pack away all her summer items she bein the only child her mom did everythink for her she is able to do alot of things her mom just likes doing them since she snt working at the moment the bookstore where she works is bein updated her dad teaches other kids how to play lacrose and works partime at the gym.After breakfast we headed to school me hoping yesterday was a one off an aura wouldnt be day dreaming over the new guy but that was weong as soon as we pulled into the carpark standing by a black suv was braden and his mates aura hasnt spotted them yet which is good cus she would probably crash her car.Walking into the building she was busy searching through her backpack she didnt see them we got to class today we had chemistry and she paired up with one of her girlfriends and i was with a guy i play lacrose with todays lesson was cutting up frogs and looking at there insides and then sewing them back up..So far braden isnt in this class whuch was good cus i knew aura would be concentrating on her work i was looking round the class and saw a new girl she looked at me and smiled and said she was chloe and she is not liking this class its grossing her out she made me laugh we got talking for a bit and she said she was new to the school and came with braden and the others and they all pushed her out cus out of the group only her and braden are single even tho she sais she is in love with braden but he doesnt feel the same as the bell went i said goodye to chloe and went over to aura we walked to the canteen and guess who was there braden as soon as i looked at aura shewas already glued to him not breaking eye contact he called her over and ive never seen her move so quick and just left me standing there so i carried on ordered my lunch a sandwich meal wasnt feeling anything to heavy i have gym next period and went to sit at a table. I looked over and saw braden an aura in deep conversation she looked over and saw me looking she said she be over in 2mins i carried on eating my lunch and scrolling through my phone 2 mins passed and she was still talking at this rate she going to miss getting any lunch after 10min she finally came over and sat down next to me she haad some fries and bottle water she started talking bot braden and sayin that he was joining the team and she was going to come watch the try outs she never came to watch wen it was just me and she did have a free period...The bell for lunch was over so i headed over to the gym got changed into my work out gear and started doing a workout the teacher had set as i was working out i looked out the window and saw all the people that was there for the try outs and all the guys braden comes with are all there then in the stands i see aura and her friend sitting there watching them..I finished my workout and tood by the window watching the try outs ans the new guys was really fast and good i carnt see the coach not sayin no th these they will be good for the team aura and her mate was jumping up an down in the stands everytime the new guys did something then a few rows up i spotted chloe and the look she was giving aura was scary she looked like she was ready to pounce on her an rip here eyes out. After school was over aura dropped me off at home and she went to pick up her mom so they could go shopping.