CATERINA’S POV
Life has been amazing—amazingly complicated.
I keep telling myself I’m fine, but I’m not fine. I’m a f*****g wreck and it just keeps getting worse.
My emotions have been all over the place, along with my thoughts. It’s like I’m drowning and barely able to keep my head above water.
I’ve found a way to counteract the pain.
Drugs.
Boy, are drugs fun.
Aries has been my supplier—an eager supplier he is. He just throws drugs at me like it’s candy. I’ve kept my distance from him, but he pops up everywhere.
Simon on the other hand, has been missing.
I haven’t seen much of him lately. I think the last time I saw him was a month ago at school. I don’t really attend school anymore, so I really don’t know if he’s been going or not.
I spend my days drinking myself to d
