{ Nukea }
Theo is mad at me and I want to cry.
I wish I could explain the logic behind how it is that I feel such intense things for a man I just met, but I can't.
I wish I could still be the smart woman I am and let him use me as much as he wants, but things have changed tremendously and I don't think I'm emotionally strong enough to handle that anymore. I can't just be Theo's omega mistress while he has his happy, perfect family with Isabella.
But I don't want to lose him, either. I feel like... like I want him way more than I should want a man I've practically just met. It just doesn't make any sense.
As he washes his face with his back to me, I tell myself not to cry and not to get down on my knees begging him not to be mad at me and not to talk to me in that harsh voice anymore
