{ Theodore }
The only way I managed to calm down my guilt was to come up with a plan to give the same treatment to both girls.
I know neither of them deserve this s**t, but I’m in an impossible situation and I will simply do the best I can.
So, I call Isabella and drive to her house to spend at least an hour with her, forcing myself to act like I did before. Before she gave me the pregnancy news and filled me with panic... and before Nukea came into my life.
I'm not going to lie, it's hard to force intimacy. Isabella is happy I surprised her and has been kissing me the whole time, but thankfully she doesn't seem to notice how uncomfortable it makes me.
Once the hour is up and my guilt has subsided a bit, I say goodbye to Isabella and head back to the office where I do my best to cl
