I wake up alone in my bed and I already know I'm going to hate today when I look at my phone and discover the pile of messages I have waiting for me. Liam asking me what the f**k happened yesterday, the head of the police telling me the restraining order is in effect, Isabella asking why I disappeared again, my dad letting me know he'll be back from Rosette tonight and Holly begging me not to take the day off because I have a million meetings. I sigh deeply and get out of bed to start the day... but I'm a different man today. I can't explain how, I just feel different. I know I'm losing a battle with myself. I want Nukea so bad, more than ever after last night. But not just because I had her gorgeous body in my hands, it's more than that, it's the knowledge that I'm the first man t

