{ Theodore }
I'm trying to change the subject and stop being so f*****g annoyed, but I can't shake the feeling.
I can't stop thinking about the confident and natural way that guy was hugging Nukea and walking with her like they were a happy f*****g couple.
Even though I know it was completely innocent and I know I have no business being this jealous, I can't f*****g control myself. I'm not even paying attention to Nukea because I keep thinking I want to ask more questions about that guy and their relationship, but I have no right because she's not my girlfriend.
I have another girlfriend, in fact.
And knowing that is making me feel disgusted in myself, absolutely disgusted.
I can't believe I'm in this situation while Isabella is pregnant, thinking about me all day and willing to
