Isabella is still not very happy even with my promise to buy her a new watch, so I do the only thing I can think of to distract her. I take two steps until I'm glued to her and grab her face in my hands to lift her to me and kiss her. Fortunately, it works and within seconds I feel her body relax. Just a week ago kissing my girlfriend was one of my favorite things to do. But today it's more like a chore. Everything I do is manual, even when I touch her lips with my tongue and move my hands down to her ass. And even though it's completely awful, I can't help but think how different this is from the kiss I had with Nukea. I barely remember it and it wasn't that long, but f**k if it isn't running around in my head every waking moment of the day ever since it happened. Isabella doesn'

