A Body Worth Fighting Over
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The hospital lights are too bright.
They peel everything raw.
Lucien doesn’t put me down until a nurse physically steps into his path. His arms are locked around me, grip iron-hard, jaw clenched like if he loosens even an inch, I’ll disappear.
“Sir, you can’t go any further,” the nurse says.
“I’m not leaving her,” he replies.
His voice doesn’t shake.
His hands do.
They put me on a gurney anyway.
Cold sheets. Cold air. Cold fear crawling up my spine.
“Pain scale?” another nurse asks.
“Eight,” I whisper. “Maybe nine.”
Lucien is there instantly, hand gripping mine. Public rules be damned. He doesn’t care who sees this.
“When did it start?” the doctor asks.
“At the house,” Lucien answers before I can. “Sudden. Severe.”
The doctor nods. “We’ll need an ultrasound. Blood work.”
My breath catches. “Is the baby—”
“We don’t know yet,” she says gently. “But you came fast. That helps.”
Lucien’s thumb brushes my knuckles once.
Just once.
Like a promise he doesn’t trust himself to make out loud.
They wheel me away.
The doors close between us.
For the first time since the conference stage, since the contract, since the marriage, I am alone.
And I hate how much that terrifies me.
—
The room is dim. Machines hum softly. The ultrasound gel is cold against my skin, and I bite my lip to keep from crying out again as another cramp rolls through me.
“Try to relax,” the technician murmurs.
I almost laugh.
The screen flickers.
Black and white shapes blur, then sharpen.
The technician’s expression changes.
My heart slams. “What?”
She doesn’t answer immediately. That’s worse.
“I need to get the doctor,” she says carefully.
Fear clamps down on my chest. “Is something wrong?”
She meets my eyes. “Please wait.”
The door closes.
I stare at the ceiling, hands clenched in the sheet, fighting the urge to curl inward. My body feels like it’s betraying me, turning into another battlefield I didn’t agree to fight on.
Minutes stretch.
Then the door opens again.
Lucien walks in with the doctor.
One look at his face and my throat closes.
“Tell me,” I say. “Don’t soften it.”
The doctor nods once. “You’re having contractions, but they’re not labor. It’s a threatened miscarriage.”
The word lands like a gunshot.
Lucien stiffens beside me.
“Is the baby alive?” I ask.
“Yes,” she says quickly. “Heartbeat is strong. But you need rest. Stress reduction. Monitoring.”
I laugh weakly. “Stress reduction.”
Lucien’s hand tightens around mine.
“What caused it?” he asks.
“Stress is the most likely factor,” the doctor replies. “Physical shock, emotional trauma.”
Elijah.
The house.
The crib.
The doctor continues, “We’ll keep her overnight. Observation. If the contractions stop, that’s a good sign.”
“And if they don’t?” I whisper.
She hesitates. “Then we intervene.”
Lucien’s jaw sets. “Do everything.”
“We will,” she assures him.
When they leave, silence fills the room.
Lucien doesn’t sit. He stands beside the bed like a sentry, eyes locked on the monitor, as if daring the numbers to drop.
“You don’t have to stay,” I say quietly.
He doesn’t look at me. “I do.”
“I’ll be fine.”
He finally turns.
The look on his face steals my breath.
It’s not control. It’s not dominance.
It’s terror.
“You don’t get to decide that,” he says hoarsely. “Not tonight.”
I swallow. “This is your fault.”
The words sit between us, heavy and true.
“Yes,” he says immediately.
No defense. No deflection.
Just acceptance.
“I brought him into your life,” he continues. “I underestimated how far he’d go.”
“You used me,” I say. “As leverage.”
“Yes.”
The honesty hurts worse than lies.
“I won’t apologize for marrying you,” he says. “But I will apologize for not telling you everything sooner.”
I study him. “Is that what this is? Regret?”
“No,” he says. “This is fear.”
My chest tightens.
“I’ve lost a child once,” he continues quietly. “I won’t lose another.”
The words sink in slowly.
Another.
I turn my head away, overwhelmed.
“I don’t want to be her,” I say. “I don’t want to replace a ghost.”
“You’re not replacing anyone,” Lucien says firmly. “You’re standing where no one else ever did.”
I scoff softly. “In the crosshairs.”
“In my name,” he corrects. “Which means he doesn’t win.”
I look back at him. “What happens now?”
Lucien’s eyes harden.
“Now,” he says, “Elijah made a mistake.”
The door opens before I can ask what he means.
Margaret steps in.
Her expression is tight. Controlled.
“Sir,” she says. “You need to see this.”
Lucien’s gaze flicks to me. “I’m not leaving her.”
“It concerns her,” Margaret replies.
That sets my pulse racing.
Lucien takes a tablet from her.
His face darkens as he scrolls.
“What is it?” I demand.
He hesitates.
“Lucien.”
He turns the screen toward me.
It’s a news alert.
BLACKWELL HEIR EXPECTATION CONFIRMED
INSIDE SOURCES CLAIM CEO’S WIFE PREGNANT — BOARD DIVIDED
Below it, a photo.
Me.
Leaving the hospital.
Taken less than thirty minutes ago.
“They leaked it,” I whisper.
“Yes,” Lucien says. “And not to the press first.”
My stomach twists. “The board.”
“They’ve been waiting for proof of vulnerability,” he says. “Now they have it.”
Margaret adds quietly, “There’s more.”
She hands him another file.
Lucien opens it.
This time, he goes very still.
“What?” I ask.
“Elijah filed an emergency injunction,” Lucien says slowly. “Claiming I’m mentally unfit to lead due to emotional instability tied to past… incidents.”
Mara.
“He’s asking for temporary control,” Lucien continues. “Of the company.”
“And the trust,” I whisper.
“Yes.”
“And the baby?” I ask.
Lucien’s voice drops. “If I’m removed, the trust activates a contingency clause.”
Cold floods my veins. “What clause?”
Lucien meets my eyes.
“Guardianship,” he says.
The room tilts.
“Over who?” I ask, though I already know.
“You,” he says. “And any Blackwell heir.”
I clutch the sheet, breath shallow. “He planned this.”
“Yes.”
“He wants legal access to my child,” I whisper.
Lucien leans down, bracing his hands on the bed, bringing his face level with mine.
“Listen to me,” he says, voice deadly calm. “No one takes you from me. Not the board. Not my brother. Not the law.”
“That sounds like ownership,” I say weakly.
“It’s protection,” he replies. “And war.”
The monitor beeps steadily beside us.
Life still there.
For now.
Lucien straightens. “I need to make calls.”
“No,” I say, panic flaring. “Don’t leave.”
He hesitates.
Then he sits.
Right on the edge of the bed.
Takes my hand again.
“I’ll fight from here,” he says. “For tonight.”
Outside the room, voices rise. Footsteps hurry past.
The hospital no longer feels safe.
I close my eyes, tears slipping free.
Somewhere deep inside me, something shifts—not just fear.
Resolve.
If Elijah wants a war over my body, my child, my future—
Then he picked the wrong woman.
And the wrong mother.
Because I’m done being the leverage.
And this time, I won’t wait for Lucien Blackwell to save me.
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