chapter 11

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CALEB believe in everything until it's disproved. So, I believe in fairies, the myths, and dragons. It all exists,even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like aradio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people tolove us, people that don't even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love ushave to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It's time to put an end to this. It'stime for us to let ourselves be loved.I have never loved anyone the way I loved my wife, even if I get tempted ,my wife is my wife and Idon't want to ruin what we had.what does Lisa want" Elisha asked?that girl is like a devil, she texted me at home and my wife was the one who saw the text " I saidhow did Sharon react" he asked? you know Sharon, she threw her tantrums and calmed down" I said your wife loves you, mine just a call she breaks everything " he said I laughed.remember Linda" he asked yes " I said the poor girl called, my wife answered, the insults she received, the poor girl doesn't even want to see me he said the good part of my wife she doesn't answer my calls but the treatment you will get know hell go break" I said we chatted till we went back to work. I never want to cheat on my wife and I will never do that, she means the world to me.how was your exams " I asked holding her from behind.?okay I think I will pass " she said busy folding the kids clothes.you think, you need to pass " I said I will my love " she said get ready and prepare the kids or tell Blessings to get the kids ready " I saidwhere are we going" she asked looking at me?dinner my darling " I saidreally " she asked surprisedyeah it's been long since we had dinner outside the house" I saidit was last month you took me out " she saidget ready amor " I saidI was waiting for you to say that " she giggledwe got ready and my wife looked hot, she wore a red long dress with a side slit .and the boys wore matching clothes.you want men to steal you away from me " I teased am only yours " she said pecking my lipsdon't make me cancel the date " I saidnever after looking this hot " she saidI took some few pics of my three personal people and I uploaded on f*******:. with a caption "this world would have been meaningless without the three of you "we drove to a nice but expensive place.when we walked in all eyed were on us, especially my wife, who wouldn't my wife was the sexiestperson there lol...we made our order.daddy I want to use the toilet " jr said even me daddy " malumbo said okay let's go " I said I took the boys to the gents but when I came back, a guy was making my wife giggle like a 2-year old.excuse me " I said am sorry " the man said getting up.my all mood just changed, yes, I felt jealous when I found a man flirting with my wife.our food came and we ate in silence, the boys were the ones talking.I paid off we went back home.babe it was nothing, the man just came to compliment me " she said did you mention that you were with your husband?" I asked.babe he saw us " she said I asked you a question did he know that you were with your husband" I asked no, I didn't have time" she said I busted into laughter.babe " she tried to touch me.Sharon you didn't have time to tell a man that you are married" I asked.When did i become sharon?why are you making a big deal out of the this? " she asked.if it was me, we won't sleep in this house" I saidI just walked out and took a shower ...I wore my pjs and joined Sharon in bed.babe you are still mad" she asked Sharon, I have work Tomorrow" I said she was quiet. minutes later I felt cold arms caressing my all body.Sharon stop " I said you are my husband; I have the right to touch you " she said look I need to Sleep" I said she continued what she was doing and she touched a place that took me places that I got on topnof her. I made love to her like crazy ...we cuddled and slept in each other's arms.when I lost my first love, I thought I would never love again, but Every time I look at my wife, I believe God has plans for everything situation.what do you want Lisa?" I asked.I miss you Caleb" she said moving close I know you miss me now leave my office" I said why you acting like this, I know you want some of this " she said rubbing her bodyI have where I get it and that's home, my wife has the same body you have " I saidwe taste different," she saidwho lied to you? " I asked.I know " she said Lisa get a life, whether you have those things different I enjoy my wife's own" I said you enjoy eating the same relish every night " she askedI don't just enjoy but I love my relish because it comes in different tastes everyday " I said Caleb just once and I will leave you " she said once you say, please I have work to do dear, close the door on your way out" I said leaving her.I get tempted something but I chose to be with my wife, fat or slim I will only love her. for better or worse ...
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