CALEB
Missing someone, and I mean really, really missing someone is one of the worst feelings. Thatperson could be gone for one day or a few weeks and it can still feel like an eternity.And let me tell you, when you start to miss someone as soon as they leave, youve got it BAD.It doesnt matter if you fall in love easily, but when you finally find someone who is your best friendand significant other all rolled into one, you know that someone is special.Deep love like this means a lot of things; you have a more positive outlook on life, you are willingto try new things (as long as your girl does, too), and you start thinking about the future, even if theidea growing old together used to freak you out.Being this connected to a person can also mean that missing them is that much harder on you.Sure, texting and video chatting can work to an extent, but there really is nothing that can compareto actually being with your boo especially when you miss them so much.I went to work to chingola for a while but being away from her was like I don't know. the worse partwas she also went back home and being kept by her strict step mother it was really hard to have achance to see her.when are you opening" I asked?next week and when are you getting back " she askedtomorrow " I said.I wish I can see you " she saidwill wait for next week babe, and I found an apartment for you just want you to see it when I getback so we pay for it " I saidoh " she mumbled.babe will talk to you some other time, let me hung out with the boys and I will call you, I love you" Isaidbye " she saidI know she was upset that was going to be leaving alone, I wanted her to have her freedom. . Ididn't what her to feel trapped in my house as if we were already married.it felt good working in chingola again at least I was close to home and I missed this place so muchseeing my friends brought so much memory.so, you are in chingola you can't even call me " she saidCarol " I saiddon't Carol me, Caleb you disappeared and couldn't call or text " she saidmy bad work has been doing me bad, moreover I lost your line " I saidgive me your phone " she said.I handed her my phone.this is the Mrs. " she askedyes, that's her " I saidyou and slim girls what's up " she askedyou weren't slim " I saidshe laughed.we chatted a little bit and she left ...a week later Sharon came back though I haven't seen her because of work, I was in the night shiftand most of the time when I go for work, she was already at school. And when I go for work, shewas back from school ...I got back from work and I was really tired I just wanted to take a long nap.mwila" mum saidmayo wandi (my mother)" I said putting my car keys on the table.mwila I thought you said you will bring the girl " she complained.I don't even know how I slept just woke up covered. there was something smelling nice in thekitchen and I knew she was back; I checked my watch it was 12:05hrs.I got up slowly and went to the kitchen.hey " I said with a smilehi" she was busy cooking.I held her from behind.let me cook babe " she saidwe arent doing anything'' I saidshe turned and kissed me.I thought we arent doing anything" I askeda kiss is nothing" she laughedshe continued cooking while Making small talks.the girls and I will go see the apartment " she said without looking at mewill take you to go see it " I said having my meal.she kept quiet.what is it " I asked?nothing" she saidSharon " I said putting my folk down.I enjoyed being here with you " she saidbabe it's not like you won't be coming over" I saidshe faked a smile.come my babe" I saidshe sat on my lap, she looked at me.you and me it's forever " I saidmy phone rung and it was saved boo boo. Sharon just looked at it and just ignored it.hey," I answered you, " she saidSharon got up and started doing the dishes, I didn't know that's how she saved her line.let me call you later." I saidokay " she hung upI put the phone in my pocket.let me shower than I will take you.I didn't know how am going to explain things to Sharon, women are so unpredictable I don't knowhow I was going to talk to her, we have been together for 8months now and I never want to hurther, I love her too much ...I have called the girls they will be waiting for us " she said facing down.I knelt Infront of her. she was crying.why are you crying amor" I asked?let's go " she got upI grabbed her hand she wasn't looking at me.mi amor look at me " I saidshe didn'tcuddles look at me " I saidshe looked at me her eyes were red.let's go Caleb" she saidI don't know why you are crying " I askedyou are cheating on me " she saidexcuse me " I saidyou are cheating even your phone could tell " she saidcould tell what " I askedThat you are cheating" she saidbabe I swear I am not cheating " I saidhow about that one saved as boo boo" she askedshe is a nobody, I met her when she was in chingola she got my number and saved it, I didn'tknow that's how she saved it " I saidyou are lying" she said with tears in her eyes.I got my phone and dialed Carol's line. I put it on loudhey " she answeredwhy did you save your line like that babe saw it and she think am cheating " I said?my bad didn't mean to cause trouble " she saidshe is here you can explain to her that you and me there is nothing" I saidhey love don't worry there is nothing between your man and I, you are lucky to have him in yourlife " she saidchat with you later " I saidsure" she hung up.I just looked at her.she wrapped her arms around my neck.am sorry " she saidyou better be " I said looking away.she kissed my neck.let's go " I saidI got my car keys.we got in the car; it was in the garage she started playing with my manhood.oh my gosh " I moaned softlyshe continued her crazy doing.Sharon stop " I said am sorry " she said let's go the ladies are waiting " I said you can't go like that " she said I will clear my mind" I said the time we reached that place I was back to normal.this is beautiful " they said I know right " I said we will get it " they saidso, girls we will help pay for one month and the rest Caleb will help us " she said I was busy on my phone, I bought this apartment a few months ago and I didn't want Sharon toknow because it was under her name.Caleb " maria calledhuh"where is your mind? " jasmine asked.sorry you were saying" I asked putting my phone awaywe were saying that we help you pay for the house for one month than" maria saidit's fine, just use the money to buy groceries " I said.oh my gosh thank you " they said.here are the keys, this is your house you can. shift any day, " I said with a smile.we drove back home because I had an hour to go back to work.she made me stop in the middle of nowhere.are you still upset? " she asked.am not shasha," I saidbabe You only called me to see that when you were upset, " she said," Look, I am tired, okay? " I said I am sorry I didn't trust you," she said. I started driving. I wanted to make her worried cause I had a surprise for her home. when we got there the surprise was already home.she got out of the car worried.you have visitors " she asked kind of " I said oh ok" she saidI got the papers for the apartment handed them to her.she looked at me.it's yours " I saidoh my gosh " she hugged babe you are hurting me " I said I love you " she said can I go prepare for work now " I asked? so, I was about to nag you that how can you let us leave they for free" she said oh, please even if I love you that much can I let you leave they for free " I said Mr. mwila, it was nice doing business with you. " Mr. daka saidthank you as well, Mr. daka" I said we shook hands and he left ...I showered again and got ready for work.I will spend a night here," she said okay, babe," I pecked her lips