Boss Lady

chapter 9

SHARON

know now that I love you more than anything. That the moment I should think about how I would survive, the only thing I could think about was you. And if I would meet you again. And I am so afraid of losing you and never seeing you again. And I know its difficult for us now and no one ofus knows if we will ever have a chance but what I want most right now, what I wish from thebottom of my heart is to have a chance to tell you how I feel, how much I love you and howwonderful person you are.God, I miss you, I miss you so much. I dont want to lose you. But only a miracle can save our loveright now. Only a miracle.the minute I held my little boy in my hands it felt perfect ,I didn't want to let him sleep ,Caleb was so happy that he had a son ,I wanted a girl but children are a gift from God and I really thankedGod for his mercy ..my parents didn't want anything to do with me but I was blessed that my mother(real) came to takecare of me after I gave birth.I can't wait for you to be healed down there so I can have my way " he whisperedyou know my virgina is still alive " I laughed really, maybe I can make it more alive " he saidCaleb, I beg you please " I laughed the day I will confirm that you are fit I will f**k you that you will forget your name '' he saidI will tell my doctor not to confirm" I saidam your doctor, why should I let another man touch my woman" he askedI enjoyed his touch " I teasedyou are now my patient" he saidI laughed.Bana bandi (my children) " Caleb's mum saidmummy " we answeredcan we talk " she askedwe followed her to the lounge. we took our seats.my children we called you here because we need to talk to you both(his mum and my mum),Caleband Sharon you know you two are not married and it is a taboo what you guys have done movingin together without getting married in a proper way " she saidbut you heard what her father said mum" he saidit doesn't matter, this in our culture, and it is a taboo, look you can get married now since she hasgiven birth, if you don't want anything big do a traditional wedding or a court wedding" mum said.we looked at each other, being with him, I even forgot that we were supposed to even get married.we will go to the court and get married " I saidno, you will have a traditional wedding " he saidCaleb that's not important. I can't get married with a crying baby at least court wedding it doesn'ttake forever, I will do the traditional one when am ready or when Caleb jr is big and won't be cryingtoo much" I saidif you say so " he saidthe next weekend we went to court and had our wedding there, ok I wasn't interested in kitchenparty or weddings, as long as I had my man next to me it was okay.now you are Mrs. mwila, " she teasedI have been Mrs. mwila for a long time, you guys just didn't know, " I laughed. Aren't you going back to school?'' jas asked.I think I will but not now, moreover you know how much I hated that course, maybe I will go but adifferent course " I said breastfeeding Caleb.Ray was arrested" jas said why " I asked not caring he was found buying drugs " she saidgood for him " I said looking at my son.the love I had for Caleb made me forget about Ray and I didn't feel anything when his name wasmentioned. I missed my husband especially when he is working in night shift.I never told my mother that my step mother's brother used to r**e me, you know matter she wouldhave lost her mind and she would have taken me to the village and you know where the story isgoing.I had gained a lot of weight after the baby ,when I was pregnant I remained with a sexy model body but when I gave birth ..I gained a lot like from 47kg to 60kg and my husband was so happythat he loved my chubby body more .if a man was happy with your body is why would I starvemyself to be a perfect 0 or 1 ..I never used to see your ass when you were small" he teasedshout up " I saidyou are one hot mama, some of your friends when they give birth, they start to look dirty whenbreastfeeding, but you, am really loving the sexy lingerie and clothes " he said biting his lower lipMr. mwila you want me to look dirty so that you can find another woman " I askedI will never do that; you are the only woman in my life apart from my mother of course " he laughed.you will have another when I get pregnant" I saidnot possible we are just having boys " he said boys where, I need a girl I will Google position for gave a girl " I said good luck with that, remember am a doctor " he saidlet's go on our date" I saidare you upset "he asked?whatever dude let's go " I saidhe wore a blue trouser and white smart shirt with black shoes and I would a blue dress, I indeedlooked hot as if I wasn't a mum at all ...we left the baby with the two old ladies lol. he was 4months old now.excuse me, madam, that gentleman over there says you are beautiful and this drink is for you, " thewaiter saidthe man waved my way.tell him no thanks, am with my husband " I saidokay madam." he saidCaleb went to the bathroom ...the waiter returned again.look before you and your stupid friend finish my marriage get this glass out of here " I saidam sorry madam " he saidwalking away.what did he want " Caleb asked?he wanted to know if we are ordering, I told him I was waiting for you " I smiledyou look sexy babe " he said so, you want a kiss " I said you know " he said he kissed me and it got peoples attention.the way people are looking at us " I laughedlet's order " he said looking at the man's direction. I knew he saw everything ... After dinner we went home. he was quite all the way it really scared me ...I held his hand he pulledover.what is it " I asked looking at him?who was that guy " he asked?which guy babe " I asked the guy who got you a drink " he saidbabe don't know him " I said are you sure?" he asked really Caleb can I cheat on you when I have a baby seriously" I asked so, if you didn't have a baby you would have cheated" he asked I never said that babe I love you too much to cheat on you " I said amor I don't want to lose you " he said you will never lose me, I swear " I said I love you " he saidI love amor " I said he laughed I can't say amor also " I asked I only call you that mi amor" he said