Fulfiller Of His Needs

Chapter 7: Jealousy

“Thank you Phia for being patient to me.” I let out a smile to him.

“I don’t know why did you ask me to teach you, you are good.” I replied at him. We’re heading now to our next subject after I tutored him. “Anyway Jeff, I need to go to my locker to get my notes. Go ahead.” Not pushing him away I just need to get my notes . He smiled.

“I’ll go with you then.” He said.

“No its okay.”

“Phia no problem okay? I’ll go with you to get your notes.” He insisted. I feel uncomfortable when he look straight to my eyes. Wearing his cute smile. Jeff look really innocent.

Jeffrey Alveros is one of my block mate. We are not really close, we don’t talk too much, , we hang out sometimes specially if we have an activities in our school, well only school matter. But we never hang out outside, or to have a chitchat with him about our lives, or why he chose this course, why he has a bangs like oppa, what is his taste when it comes to a woman, what is his hobby, or usually doing when he’s bored. All I know he don’t talk too much, he don’t socialize, he’s not a nerdy type, actually he is cute specially when he smile his eyes diminished, he has a gentle expression and sweet voice that can make you calm and listen.

When I get what I need. “You want me to help you?” Trying to help me to hold my other things again.

“Is it okay?” I smiled.

“Of course.” He is really willing to help me. Why so cute Jeff. I was about to give him my other notes when Ryan popped up in my mind.

I remembered when he glared at me, those smirked he threw at me, why is he acting like that? And why I am thinking him again right now? I am nobody it was just a kiss we shared its not countable, for him it was just a kiss. I still remember his lips against mine, how we shared a moment with his soft lips roaming my mouth, I can still feel it over and over again. My heart beats so fast thinking of him. I shake my head trying to ignore those thoughts.

“Hey Phia you okay?” I look at Jeff frowning, I was out in consciousness when he is asking me. He look bewildered. I smiled at him tapping his arm.

“Y-yes I’m okay.” I answered. My geez Phia why on earth you are thinking of him. “Jeff I have to go to the comfort room. Go ahead. You are going to be late, you need to catch up our class, I’ll be there soon.” I said. Before he could say anything, I started stepping backward while waving my right hand to him, I’m now heading the comfort room.

He wave back at me and mouthed take care then he left.

While heading the CR, I still keep thinking Ryan, what is his problem? My subconscious is now playing again. While I’m out on this earth, I was surprise when someone’s grabbed my hand pulling me inside the CR.

“Ahh!!” A scream let out in my mouth. I was about to scream again when he gagged my mouth using his hand.

“Sshh..” I was leaning in the wall with my two eyes wide open when I saw Ryan intently looking at me.

He shook his head and went to the door to lock it. We’re lock here.

“Are you crazy!? What are you doing!?” I cant help myself but to raise my voice. He will kill me because of what he did. My heart like in a racing it beat so fast. “Why you pulled me here!? You almost kill me, you suddenly appeared out of nowhere.” I gasped when he leaned on me not saying anything, he didn’t answer me or any of my question, I was about to leave when he cornered me with his two arms in this wall. I cannot talk, my tongue retreated. I can feel his breath against my face, and it smells good.

My geez Phia, I feel weak! I can’t move any of my muscles to push him away. My mind and my heart battling, I don’t know, I don’t understand. I want to push him and leave. But at some point I want to stay here, like this.

“Why you always succeeding? ” He whispered that makes him so hot. I don’t understand what he is trying to say. “Are you crazy?” He is saying this while moving his eyes to look at my eyes and my lips. We are very close, actually we’re like hugging each other if somebody saw us they will think we are doing anything here.

I hold back my breath. “I-I have a class to attend, Ryan l-let me go.” I said almost whispering. I swallowed and gasp when he leaned his face really close to mine. Probably he didn’t even realize what he’s doing. I know this type of guy, they are just fooling around. “Ryan I said let m-me go.” I saw his eyes full of desire. It seems like he want to do something but I don’t know what stopping him.

My heart beats really fast. Anytime I feel my body voluntary moving to pull him closer. But No! I would never do that.

“Can you please stay here for awhile.” He added. He look at me intently trying to tease me. Our faces are 1inch apart, do I have a problem in my heart? I heavily breathing.

“R-ryan..” I whispered that made his jaw clenching. I heard him cuss as he avoid my eyes.

“Why your voice so hot!” His eyes sparkled as he looking back at me.

I suddenly bit my lower lip when I stared in his lips that made him cuss. I heard him say s**t! s**t! s**t! I cant manage myself to do the right thing all I know is we eye to eye contact. His face lighten up and smile form in his lips.

I closed my eyes until I felt a soft lips roaming my lips. I was shock at first but then I voluntary open my mouth to give him way. My Geez Phia here you are again kissing him, are you out of your mind? But right now I don’t care anymore about everything. Why I’m so weak when it comes to him. Why I’m giving him a privilege to kiss me. I felt his hand caressing my hips. It was gentle.

We continue kissing, I pulled his nape to deepening the kiss, rubbing his hair until I slightly bit his lips that made him gasp. While having this little sensation I heard somebody knocking and murmuring outside this CR.

I opened my eyes and trying to listen to what I heard. Maybe I’m just mistaken. But its true, there’s somebody knocking on this door and trying to open the lock. I look back to Ryan who is now kissing my neck. Is he really like this? It’s like hello if they see us here we will be suspended.

“R-ryan..” I called his attention but he’s not listening he wouldn’t stop so I gathered all my strength to pull him inside a cubicle after they open the door.

He was shocked! I face him inside the cubicle saying not to talk or do anything because someone came inside to use this comfort room. But he was just staring at me, in a second I avoided his gaze, my geez I feel my blood rises to my cheeks! It’s getting hot here, I whistle trying to manage myself, I feel nervous. Are they still outside this cubicle feel a bit timid after I remember what we were doing awhile ago. I bite my nail out of conscious.

“What are you thinking?” I lift my head up to look at him. He’s very serious. I don’t understand what his eyes are saying.

“Nothing.” I replied trying to avoid him.

“Why?” He hold my chin to face him when I bowed my head. He’s smiling. I cant take my eyes off him, when I saw his very rare smile. I scan every corner of his face, he look sincere right now, I don’t know maybe I’m mistaken, but I cant deny he’s handsome. My heart fluttered. W-wait what? Why I am daydreaming with him? Why I am staring back at him? And why my subconscious saying this. Before he could do anything again, I push his hand away from my chin, that makes him surprised. I open the cubicle, when I realize there’s nobody outside and left him alone.

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“So where have you been? You didn’t attend our class to Mrs. Fuentes.” They keep on asking me where did I go. What happened to me, and its kinda irritating mostly If I do not know what will I reply, they’re just worried about me, I understand. But they are being repetitive, knowing we are here at the library. They keep and they keep on asking me with their lower voice.

I sighed. “I’m sorry girls I wasn’t able to attend our class. I had an headache. So I decided to go to the clinic.” I lied, Its unfair not telling them the truth. But I don’t have the guts to tell them I’m with Ryan awhile ago, been locked in the comfort room while kissing each other. They’ll might be disappointed in me.

“But you were with Jeff, he told us that you’ll just take a pee then…” I cut them off. It seemed they’re not convince in my reasoning, according to their eyes. I know them very well.

“Girls the librarian is now looking to us, please lower your voice.” I told them, because the librarian stood up in her seat. “Yes I was with him and I told him not to wait for me because I have to take a pee bpput then suddenly my head aches.” I continue. They both sighed, so now they are convinced in what I’ve said. 

“But you o……………kay n………ow?” Nikka asked very slowly when I felt a soft kiss in my cheeks. My eyes widely open, I was surprise when I saw Ryan leaning in our table wearing a smile. I took a glance to my friends, that were in shock! They’re just staring at me and Ryan with their round big eyes. We didn’t expect it.

“What are you doing here?” I asked almost whispering, the librarian might hear us and kick out us here.

“What time will finish your last subject?” I frowned to him and looking back at my friends who’s still in shock with open mouth, not saying anything. I am bothered! But Ryan didn’t notice any of it.

“Ryan..”

“Tell me, what time?” He’s being consistent. I took a deep breath before answering his question. I know he will not leave us without any answer.

“Okay! At 3pm.” I whispered not making any noise. He smiled widely. And to myself, I’m not oblige to tell him my schedule, Am I? After I realized what I’ve said, I took a deep sighed looking back at my friends still staring to us. They look puzzled.

“Okay I got it. I’ll fetch you later at 3pm sharp.” He said and messed up my hair then left. “You are cute.” My blood flashed in what I heard. I shook my head a bit, then face my friends who are now raising their eyebrow and crossing their arms in me.

“What was that all about?” Rina whispered then come closely to me.

“P-phia I thought you hate him so much?” Nikka said seriously.

“So don’t tell me that you are together now?” Rina added, I know they will not stop until I tell them the truth. “But Phia he’s not taking seriously all the girls.” She added.

“We’re not together. I don’t know why all of sudden he’s acting like this.” I said and avoided their gaze.

“Did you?” I look back to Nikka who is now asking me with her malicious question. I don’t know what to say. We never do it but we kissed. How can I tell them that.

“No! Of course not!” I raised my voice out of control and all we know the librarian came to us, scolding ang kicking out us here.