"Nothing! I just want to......." She looked away again, but I really saw her tears that keeps on falling. I felt heavy inside my chest seeing her like this. I don’t know yet what really happened, where she went, and why she’s acting like this. But anyhow, it felt that so many knife stabbing my chest. She breathe deeply, before she continue what she want to say. "I just want to….to have s*x right now." She said it with no hesitation, I laughed softly, a laugh that I feel that I hurt on what she said.. s*x? Hell!!!! All of what we are doing, she was considering it just s*x?
For me that was love making, because we love each other.. We are doing that because in that one way we show our love on each other.. And I am not doing that a game, because for me, that one was the best thing that happen
