From GethsemaneMaundy Thursday, and you go to a gay bar alone. Fernan, the floor manager, makes talk. Softsell, hardsell, in that order. He removes his earring and starts playing it in his mouth, rolling it along his lips like the stud whose future he sells down a river of spit. You’re new here, what’s your trip? That tall one with acne is eight inches. Just slightly used, so you’ll have to teach him a few tricks. Don’t worry, he learns faster than you can come to conclude he’s not worth it. That dark boy is a master. No complaints from customers so far. No shame. He can lick your feet clean like a dog, or moan crazy as a rutting cat. You look impressed and ask him how come he knew such things. He smiles, checks his watch and swears the night is agonizingly slow for Frida

