Morning crept into her room again, softer than the day before but heavy with the weight of everything that almost happened. She woke up first, curled on her side, facing him. He was still asleep—one hand resting near her waist, his brow slightly furrowed like even in dreams he was fighting something inside himself.
She watched him quietly. The way the sunlight caught in his hair, the way his breathing steadied… the way her heart felt far too full.
When he finally opened his eyes, there was no confusion this time.
Just… a soft, warm awareness.
“Morning,” she whispered.
He stared at her, his voice low. “Morning.”
For a moment, it felt calm. Safe. Beautiful.
Then she pushed herself up slightly, leaning closer. He didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. And when her fingers brushed the side of his jaw, that was all it took.
He kissed her.
Not gently this time—no hesitation, no slow approach. He pulled her in instantly, mouth on hers like he’d been starving for her for weeks. She gasped against his lips, her hand sliding into his hair, holding him closer.
His arm moved around her, pulling her fully against him, the kiss deepening until it felt like everything—the nights, the tension, the unspoken feelings—finally broke free.
But then…
His breathing stuttered.
His hand faltered on her waist.
And he pulled back.
Not because he didn’t want her—
Because he wanted her too much.
“We… we shouldn’t,” he murmured, eyes squeezed shut like stopping himself physically pained him. “I can’t do this right now. I’m losing control around you.”
Her breath was shaky as she touched his chest. “Then don’t pull away.”
He stepped back from the bed like the distance would help him breathe.
His voice was tight. “I need to clear my head. I need to think.”
“About what?” she whispered, hurt threading into her voice.
“About everything,” he said, avoiding her eyes. “About us. About what happens if I cross a line I can’t uncross.”
And before she could reach for him again—
He left.
The door shut softly, but the echo of it was loud enough to shake her heart.
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That Evening
She tried to distract herself. Tried to rest. Tried not to think about his lips on hers, his hands gripping her, the way he looked at her like she was both danger and desire.
But his sudden distance…
It burned.
When evening rolled in, she sat on her bed staring at her phone, her chest tight. She typed and erased, typed again and hesitated.
Finally, the truth spilled out—
raw, impulsive, emotional.
Her message:
If you don’t want me… if you’re afraid to claim me… then maybe I should just go to Louis instead. At least he knows what he wants.
She hit send before she could overthink it.
Her heart dropped immediately.
Minutes passed. Then ten. Then twenty.
Nothing.
Until—
A knock. Hard. Urgent.
She froze.
Another knock.
This time louder.
She walked to the door, hands shaking—
and when she opened it, he was standing there.
Breathless.
Storm-eyed.
Like he’d run the entire way.
“Don’t,” he said immediately, voice low and strained. “Don’t ever say you’ll go to Louis.”
She swallowed. “I didn’t mean—”
“Yes, you did.” He stepped inside, closing the door behind him. “And that’s exactly why I’m here.”
She stared at him, chest rising quickly. “Why are you here then?”
He moved toward her, slow but certain, every step filled with something fierce and uncontrollable.
“Because,” he said, stopping right in front of her, his voice barely above a whisper,
“you’re mine. And I’m done pretending you’re not.”
Her breath caught.
He lifted her chin gently, his thumb brushing her lower lip.
“I came back,” he murmured, “to claim you before someone else tried.”
Her heart raced. “And if I want to be yours?”
He exhaled like he’d been holding that breath forever.
“Then,” he whispered, leaning in,
“I won’t let you go.”
He kissed her—
not rushed, not losing control—
but with a certainty that made her knees weaken.
This wasn’t confusion.
This wasn’t hesitation.
This was him choosing her.
Finally.
Fully.