My System Harem

Chapter 20: Unwanted Concern

After taking a bath and dressing up to go to school, I checked the time on my phone. It was still 6:35am. My class for today is in the afternoon, but I have a meeting at 9 with my groupmates. I still have plenty of time left, so I should probably go have breakfast first before heading to the cafe.

After I was done fixing myself, I turned the door open and walked downstairs. I did not wait for another Lyra to appear as I might actually hit her this time. She should be thankful that someone was there to defend her, or I might not have been able to hold back.

I twisted the door open as I took in some cold, fresh air. The morning sun greeted me warmly as I basked in its sunlight. However, this peace was interrupted by an uninvited guest waiting in front.

It was Darius. He was leaning in his car while wearing a plain white, short sleeve. If anyone were to see him right now, they might approach him and ask for his number because of how stunning he looked like with his glasses. But to me? He looks just like a plain average person, passing by in the neighbourhood. I don't know why I'm no longer affected by his appearance. It's either my rage weighed heavier than his s*x appeal, or I have seen the real beauties in Summit University. I kind of understood why they were called heartthrobs, because they really had a unique glow around them. Even Draven, whom I hate so much, was undeniably handsome.

Darius continued to look at his watch until he met eyes with me. He looked stunned at first, but it soon changed into a smile that may have caused my heart to beat if it was me in the past life. But again, that Caelia is no longer here.

I stared at him for a second before proceeding with my steps. Of course, I simply passed by him as I had no business talking with that guy. I have no idea if he is bold or just shameless. After his denial yesterday, he still had the audacity to show his face to me. I don't know if he is here to give Lyra a ride or whatnot, but if that were the case, then I guess he is done pretending. And if he is here for me, then all I can say is that he is pure dumb. What does he take me for? A fool who couldn't understand a thing? Did he think I was so dumb as to not realize the meaning of his words? Well, it would have been the case if it was me of back then, but not now, and never.

Without batting him an eye, I continued to walk towards the sidewalk. I can just take a taxi there and eat somewhere. I can't go to the meeting with an empty stomach. I might faint, especially with my still dizzy head, or lose focus and get chewed out by Draven. I can also go there in advace and just order some desserts in advance. I think it would be enough for my small appetite.

"Caelia! Wait!" A sound came from behind. But I did not look back. I guess he really came here for me. I mean, he wouldn't just give up with his act if he is desparate to be with Lyra. I am their bridge, and without me, they won't be together. But just because I'm aware doesn't mean I'd play the script given to me. I bet he's going to ask for my forgiveness again, and then he's going to manipulate me into thinking that he did all of that for my sake. That it was all for me.

"Wait, Caelia, let's talk. Please?" He held my hand as he begged, but this time, his grip wasn't tight.

But I couldn't bear even the thought of him touching a strand of my hair. So I snatched my hand back and looked at him.

"What do you want?" I asked, but it doesn't mean I'm going to entertain him. I have no intention of.

He looked reluctant as he scratched his nape with his head lowered. He then began to speak.

"I-I'm sorry about yesterday. I didn't want to put you in an awkward position, so I made up a lie."

See? I was right. He has always been like that, but I never once questioned him. Or maybe I did, but he always find the right words to make me feel comforted. He always lie.

"Are you done?" I asked with an indifferent voice. I already know all there is to know. I know his script more than anyone in this world, so what's the point of prolonging this conversation?

"Y-You are not mad, right?" His voice sounded small. It was as if he wanted to earn my sympathy. But I'm too tired for this.

"What's there to be mad about? It's not like we are actually dating, are we?"

He frozed as he looked at me in disbelief. And it was an expression I expected. My question may have sounded like an obvious one, but it was actually a rejection. And I'm glad he's not so stupid as to not understand its meaning. It saves me time and breath.

"If you have nothing more to say, then I'll get going." I turned my back and was about to leave when he uttered another word.

"Let me take you to school."

Ha. Why would I? It's not like you really mean it. You would be too embarrassed to even be seen in the same space as me. I know you don't want people to see me come out of your car, so stop with the act.

"No thanks. I'm heading out somewhere."

"Then at least let me put ointment in your wound..."

Irritated, I turned my head and frowned.

"Stop acting like you care when you can't even ask me who did this."

With that, I left the place and found a taxi approaching. Without wasting any more time in this suffocating place, I entered and departed the area.

I couldn't see what expression he was making. But I can tell. I bet he looked flustered upon hearing my words. It's because he knew. He knew and he is more than aware of who might have done this. And yet, he acted like he cared. He keep acting like I truly mattered to him when he can't even bring himself to ask me who caused this. I'm too tired of dealing with his bullshit every single day. I just hope he would stop. Because I will never waver like I did before.

The journey did not last long and I arrived at the cafe that Jiho guy was referring. Just like he said, the place was indeed quiet and perfect for studying. But before I entered the place, I first went to the nearby convenience store and bought an ointment and a bandage. I can't go around looking like I was beaten. If not for Darius, I probably wouldn't realize that my wound was still visible. I mean, how could I possibly tell which part was hurting when my entire head is aching like crazy.

Just what is wrong with that system? The fact that I can only summon it when I'm sleeping is already a problem. And now, it even discard me from the connection in the most painful way possible. It's like they are making me experience death all over again. And everytime I wake up, I feel my head spinning from the pain. What a jerk.

I went back to the cafe and entered the place to do the bandaging there. However, before I could even sit, someone called my name.

"Caelia?"

I looked around to see who it was. To my shock, and, as in really shocked, it was the psycho!

"What are you doing here!??"