Alison's POV You know that feeling when you want something so badly and then you get it and you're not as happy as you thought you'd be? That's how I felt. I was extremely happy that I had gotten back at Cory, but now I felt awkward about what happened between Vandyke and me. As I lay in bed that night, I looked at the picture of the teddy bear he sent me and liked it. He was online, and he probably saw my reaction, so should I text him? Do I call him? Do you think he feels awkward, too? I guess I will never know because I never sent him a text till I fell asleep. I woke up the next day with memories of the previous day; they lingered in my memory, but today I don't feel too awkward, I feel better than yesterday. It's just that the memories were haunting me, yet I soldiered on and got

