Day 95I’VE SHOWERED TWICE, but I still feel filthy. I can still smell the depravity, and I doubt it’ll ever leave me. Leaving Saint down there was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but as much as it hurts, me being with him was causing him more pain. I’m numb, as seeing the man I love shackled and demeaned that way is something I could never put into words. The bite marks along his neck reveal Oscar’s sick perversion has been put into play. I don’t know how far he’s taken it, but whatever he’s done, he’s broken Saint. There is only so much a man can take, and with his fragile mind, I fear he’ll be lost to the darkness for good. I can only hope Pavel hears the agony he’s in, prompting him to step up his plan of attack because after seeing Saint, I don’t think he’ll last two weeks. A

