Losing Love

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Work for me was so great I mean who wouldn't love staying at home to do your job and be paid from the comforts of your own home. Writing was something I could do that helped me channel some of my energy and my therapist always said it was good for me. And as it turned out later on in life it was an escape for me and it brought me peace and joy. Right now I was working on a very steamy Dom book and I was enjoying living in another life at the moment. See that was the thin I always submerged my self in my books almost like an actor in a movie. I enjoyed going from place to place and the books always seemed to take me there the fastest and I could go anywhere I wanted with nothing but a blanket and a chair. Kyle didn't really read anything I wrote he just accepted it because he knew I was being paid therefore it was a job. Kyle wasn't into books as I was but he knew I loved them and he knew writing really helped me so he was always was more than supportive of it especially when I figured out I could get paid to. Anyways when I wrote I would sometimes write fictions as I loved fantasy and sometimes I would write about things I enjoyed just fantasy. This time I was trying something new. This Dom book I was getting into. Mine and Kyle's relationship was predictable and well of course the second life was predictable to. I am not complaining of course because that mant I always knew what to do for him and vice-versa, well most of the time at least. I climaxed most of the time with Kyle I mean I would have to have him go down on me first and I would get it that way and Kyle would get his after and he was never no wiser. I was perfectly fine with that aspect of my life to as I said comfortability. That's what I was after. But this Dom book well lets just say that was a fantasy in my mind to.