I was sting next to Mia while writing notes then Mr. Huston called out my name " Mr. Rafe Allen " he said making everyone to turn their attention to me " um yes sir " he give me a wired look then got back to his book" see you after class " everyone started whispering and giving me wired looks
( after class)
" have a seat please " he said while pointing at a chair , I sat on the chair as I was told he smirked and stood up and walked towards the door then I heard a click my eyes widened at what he did " um excu-excuse m-e s-sir wh-why you loc-locked th- " I was cut of by him " the door oh don't worry it's nothing " he said to me as he was getting closer I started Walking backwards to leave some space between us " why are you running you the one who wants it " he said to me I was shocked at what he said -' what the ... I didn't ask for any of this why is he like that-' he grabbed my wrist and waist I tried to get out of his grip but couldn't I screamed for help but I'm pretty sure that no one heard because the school was empty no one is in it " shut up you mother f***ing s***" I cried for help and tryed my best but at the end he did what he wanted and took my virginity a way at that day I felt disgusting and worthless .
In that exact day I told Mia what happened to me she told me before she ran away " we can't be any longer friends "
" why " I asked her
" for multiple reasons and one of them is that you are a pervert and disgusting who could you say about Mr. Huston he is the sweetest teacher in the school you either lying or you did it " she said to me with disgust in her voice I can't blame her or any one I just sat there listening to her blaming me
" and that is why me and Jackson are running away because of the people who is like you" she said angrily " and before ending the call don't you dare call me our tell Anyone were are we I don't believe my self trusting you " she ends the call then I heard thunder
End of flash back
I sat on the bathroom floor and started crying my harte out I was hurting -'I needed a way to forget-' I said to my self then I heard thunder the most scary thing in my life I Flinch at the noise and started to crying more usually when there is a thunderstorm my brothers would comfort me but now no one is here the only comfort I have is the razor and sleeping pills I cut my self about 12 times and then ran to my bedroom scared of the storm I took two sleeping pills and fell asleep cuddled up with my blanket for more comfort.
( okay I just wanted to explain what is the m and e it is for if someone have a short point of view like if I write the next time Ethan, m , Ethan is the main point of view here and m wich stand for Milo e-Ethan r- Rafe like a side thing I don't know hope you understand if you don't please tell me I will try and explain)
E POV
I was cuddled up with Emma and watching TV all I could think about was Rafe I was worried because the weather wasn't looking good today " hey babe what are you thinking about" she asked me I smiled at her
" it's nothing " I said to her still worried we both fell a sleep and I was woken up by thunder I was worried I looked at the clock and it was 3am -' I have to leave-' I said to my self and took a pen and paper and wrote Emma an apology for why I left .
At home
I opened the door and called for Milo and Rafe but no one answered I got worried -' what if something bad happened to them-' I looked at the untouched popcorn and soda wich was weird , then I heard the front door open I looked behind me to see a worried Milo " what the f*** aren't you spous to be here " I yelled at him angrily then he started crying that was the first time I see Milo cry wish was weird " why are you crying " I asked him he then hugged me I hugged him back " what is up you can talk to me " I said to him calmly " sophie is pregnant " I was shocked at waht he said but then we heard a loud thud wish brought us back to life I remembered Rafe and we got up stairs to his room he was crying in his sleep while he was cuddled up in his blanket the vegan was harte breaking.