It has been three months since the treatment started it was painful at first but I got used to it and I was thankful to my brothers they're by my side ever step I got through they were very positive and supportive but I still felt Rafe falling deeper and deeper I want to help but he precious off with I am fine and there's no need to worry every time he comes to visit he came with a new prius and the way he was talking was uncomfortable like it used to be I felt like he was in a rush dose not want any one to cache him I asked what is up he wouldonly answer is dad is out in business trip and he won't be back for a while and that was was true but I don't get it why he saying this he looked like was going to panic every second and when we tried to touch him he would freak out and tell us don'

