Are (Rafe)
1011 Words
I sat on my bed staring into nothing till I got disturbed by my door opening i looked at the one how opened it and it was Ethan he had tears on his face " ummm hey " he didn't answer me and hugged me as he sobbed on my shoulder i hugged him back '- I knew it from the second he entered the house yesterday -'
" everything is going to be okay Ethan don't cry " I said as I comforted him
After two hours of us crying yes us I joined him soon as he explained what is going on
" Rafe can I ask you a question " he asked and I nodded.
" what happened to you Rafe tell me I think I could help tell me I am your brother I hard you yesterday you said you only want to die " he said i stayed quite and didn't answer him
" come on..... tell me.... please "
" a lot of things happened to me I think it's to late for helping me we should concentrate on you and about the dying part ever one dies you me Milo dad ever one so we should not consider dying is a huge thing " I gave up on help on the first month I gave all signs but everyone ignored it so why should I try again and fall so I gave up and I am tired of everything in this world so close my eyes and take my pills an I create my own world with a better life then this hell hol at least everything I want is there * ding* I looked at my phone and it was a massag from Sam
|----------------------------------------
| -------● |
|____________________________________
|
|S:《r u coming 2day 》
|
|R:《yes 》
|
|S:《 k I will b waiting》
|
|R:《 okay but when should I go》
|
|S:《@ 3 am 2day 》
|
|R:《okay I will be there bye》
|
|S:《bye see u there 》
|____________________________________
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|______________________________________
(An : I just want to cry of how stupid I am yay stupidity )
Ethan was going to say somethingbut was cut of by his phone ringing " hello Emma...... yeah ............ okay ............you want to meet why ........ I don't think you care ......... who told you about this ............... okay bye.... love you "
" I have to go for some weird reasons Emma knows about the thing she wanted to talk I'm sorry Rafe I have to leave " '- why when he said that I remembered the kiss between us now that i think about we never talked about it that makes me sad -' as he said that he left and Milo entered
" sub " he said and I ignored him
"Ummm I was going to get us food but Ethan just left and it's just us three here so I wanted to ask you what you want food because nobody is going to cook today you seemed tired " I looked at him with the corner of my eye
" I don't want to eat " I said feeling fat I don't know but for some wired reason ever time any one mention food I feel fat
" are you sure because you haven't been eating for a week and the only thing you eat today was an appl so you need some food " he said with a serious face
" I am not hungry so leave " he didn't argue with me and left I heard the car start and leave
* sigh * I should get dad his medicine I walked to the bathroom and opened the cabinet and there were empty I checked on the sleeping pills but I only found three ummm how much do I have on me 0 dollars wow ummm it's been a long time since I got money how am I going to get the sleeping pills.
" umm dad " I said
" hmmmm" he hmed for and answer
" um dad your medicine is done so I am going to the pharmacy " I said to him
" okay you need money " he said as he got his wallet out
" here want anything else " he asked
" ummm yeah can I have ten dollars " i asked him and he looked at me with raised eyebrow.
" why do you need the ten you don't get out of the house or eat so what you want them for " he asked and ouch that hurt I understand why he is like this it's because Ethan situation .
" I want them so I could get Ointment for my hands " I said to him I actually have one in my room and I have been taking care of it but it still look horibl
" what happened to them " he asked
" I burnt them " I answered he gave me an 'o' face
" show me them " he asked and I did what he asked .
" that Is disgusting put the gloves back ..... you should know karma is a b***" he said as he gave me the money
" you said it so when it hunts you don't come to me " I said as I got out of the door
'- F*** THIS SH**Y WORLD F*** EVERY ONE -' I said to my self as I entered the pharmacy
" oh Rafe I wondered when you were coming you here for your dad media's
" he asked with a smile and I gave him a fake one and nodded
" here you go anything else " he asked
" um yes I want sleeping pills " I said to him
" oh why " he asked
" umm I am having trobel sleeping " I lied he nodded
- Writer
