C (Rafe)
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Past
" oh my I told you should have convinced dad to let him stay " I heard someone yelling
" okay what if he stayed he would be home alone no one to take care of him "
" oh okay I should go check on the soup tell me if he woke up " I opened my eyes to see what is going on but then I saw my brother face so close to my forehead I blushed as I saw him
" oh you are a wake I thought you were going to die on us ... HEY MILO RAFE IS A WAKE" Ethan yelled for Milo to come.
" coming the soup is done " I heard foot steps on the stairs and opening door I looked at the person who opened it and it was Milo with a bowl of soup
" hey bud how you feeling " he asked with a smile .
" sick " I answered and they laughed
" of course you are" he smiled.
Present time
I opened my eyes to see my self in my room on my bed I opened my phone and it was 2:00 am I stood up and looked around the room i saw something with a note on it I looked at the note
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From Milo I brought to your favorite Donuts the one that is filled with strawberry jam and I wanted to say sorry but you were a sleep and I tryed to wake you up but you won't wake so I left you food in the fridge
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'- f**k you -' I stood up and went to his room he was sleeping like a rock i rolled my eyes as I saw the miss in his room '- i swear to god this boy life is a miss because he doesn't know how to organize things -' I put the Donuts next to his sleeping face and put a stick note and wrote on it ' apology accepted ' I stick it on his face and left the room i looked at Ethan room and saw the lights on and heard him speaking
" I don't know what the hell should I do ...... I want to fix everything ...... I want to help him ....... I want pursue my dream....... but I am worried things are going wrong am I really going to die " I felt bad for him if only I could switch places with him it would be better '- I should talk to him -' * knock knock *
" * sniff sniff * come in " I opened the door and entered I always loved Ethan room it's totally him
Ethan room

" what is up "
" oh Rafe I didn't know that is you " he said as he started to wipe his face " * sniff * come sit next me " he said pointing on his bed and gave me a weak smile .
" okay " I sat next to him .
" what is up bud " he said
" I heard you crying " I said to him.
" oh that's not a good sign" he said sarcastically
" why were you crying " I asked he looked at me with sadness in his eyes .
" I am worried Rafe I am worried that one day I am going to lose it all lose you " he said with a sad tone
I looked at him and felt like he new something but want make sure of it " are you afraid of dying " I asked him curiously
" yes I afraid that one day I won't wake up I am afraid that one day you would finally ask for help and I am not there for you " he said quietly.
" you want to help me then don't give up, all I am seeing is you giving up on what is happening to you why am I saying that to you because I know you Ethan you are not weak you are very strong " he looked at me with love and motivation but yet weakness is seen he leaned over and kissed me .
" you are right I will live for you " i felt my heartbreak to pieces I felt tears in my eyes.
" I should go " I stood up and left the room as fast as I could and entered my room and locked it.
" * knock knock * Rafe did I do something wrong " he asked '- oh my brother everything is wrong with me I know it's wrong to love you and Milo I wish I could be strong like you and loved as you if you die I will make sure I die with you ..... the only difference between me and you that you have people and I don't I only have you , Milo and Sam and I am happy but I know that I am ruining your life and others so I should stay as far as possible to not let them regret any of their decisions -'
" It is nothing you should go to sleep because you have a big day ahead of you tomorrow you should go to sleep good night " I said to him
" okay before i go it's not your fault it's ours so you should tell us good night " ding
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|R:《 I don't feel like walking 》
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|R:《when you come text me》
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