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It has been three months since it all started things got from worse to worser my brothers as usual broke their promise , I have been sleeping all day not carrying about anything the bullies won't stop at few hits and nearly killing me everyday, Rebecca lies didn't leave yet and dad yelling at me got worse , and what even worse is that I have to deal with the second degree burn on my hand because just a few hours ago I was cooking diner yeah a new job for me because Rebecca did not want to cook because she's pregnant, as I was doing the dishes aka the things that I used for cooking Rebecca came in the kitchen and held the pan ( an: I forget the word ) that I was cooking pasta in it , it had boiling water and then she poured the the boiling water on my hands I yelled in pain my dad came to see what I was yelling at, he caught Rebecca red handed and asked her what happened she lied to him said she was trying to help me and I told her I didn't want her help and pushed her so she accidentally poured the hot water on my hands dad didn't give a f*** about me and asked Rebecca if she was okay and told me that I shouldn't yell because it was my fault and to not do that any more and left with Rebecca I sat there in pain
The only Brightside about tomorrow is that it is the last day of school no torture for me in school but more at home .
I was done with treating my hands when I heard dad and my brother yelling after a half an hour of yelling it stoped but then I heard steps on the stairs after that I heard the door flung open I flinched at the noise" why the f*** you didn't open your window for" Ethan said angrily
" I.. . I " I tried to talk but I was shocked that Ethan was the one who was talking to me like that
" iiiii what you can't say a word without stuttering" he mocked me for stuttering I felt angry
" Ethan" Milo tried just shut Ethan up
" I felt cold " I told him he punch the wall next to
" Ethan" Milo tried again but failed
" since when you feel cold you always sleep with the window open and it's f****** summer how are you feeling cold" he yelled at me I flinched at his actions
" why are you angry " I yelled at him
" Ethan " Milo said angrily but Ethan ignored him
" because you " he yelled
" and what did I do aren't I the one who is supposed to be angry because you promised me and you broke your promise " I said to him angrily
" oh come on don't bee a drama queen just move on we all moved on, we all moved on when you killed my mother" Ethan said as he slapped me in the face he looked shocked at what he did or said .
" really Ethan you got that low " I said to him through tears .
" Ra-"
" how about next time don't call me drama queen instead call me the school fagot like everyone else call me or not even that you are my brothers you should be different from others how about the murder of our mother" I yelled at him tears running on my face .
" Rafe " Milo tryed to talk to me
" don't talk to me just get out"
" Rafe " they both said my name in the same time .
" GET OUT GET OUT OF MY FACE " I yelled bushing them out of my room
" RAFE " I heard ten yelling my name but I ignored them and locked the doors
' as i told you no one will ever love you disgusting fagot haha look at your self you are ugly and fat and look at your burnt hands you could have took them out of the way she didn't mean it you deserve more than what happened CUT CUT CUT CUT ' my mind started yelling at me to cut I did as what he told me to do and cut
To day I cut myself 25 time and took 3 sleeping pill to make sure I won't wake up tomorrow till 9pm .
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