Alice did not remember how she returned to her chambers.
She remembered the sound of the door closing. The way the latch clicked softly into place, sealing the room away from the rest of the palace. After that, everything blurred.
She stood there for a long moment, hands hanging uselessly at her sides, staring at the floor as if it might explain something she had missed.
Fifteen to thirty years.
The number echoed without rhythm, without mercy.
Alice crossed the room slowly and sank onto the edge of the bed. Her breath came shallow, controlled only because she had learned long ago that losing control invited attention—and attention never brought kindness.
She pressed a hand to her mouth.
This was not like Lunareth.
There, she had been invisible.
Here, she was essential.
And somehow, that hurt more.
She had allowed herself—just briefly—to imagine a future that did not feel like survival. Mornings in Valenreach. Familiar streets. A life built beside someone who saw her without needing to be reminded.
Now every imagined year felt numbered.
She stood abruptly and crossed to the window.
The city below glowed softly, lanterns drifting like fallen stars along the streets. People laughed. Couples lingered. Somewhere, music carried without urgency.
The world was calm.
And because of that calm, Alex would lose years of his life.
Alice slid down to the floor, her back against the wall beneath the window. She drew her knees to her chest and rested her forehead against them, fingers curling into the fabric of her dress.
“I just found you,” she whispered, voice breaking despite her effort. “I just found a place.”
Her shoulders shook once—twice.
She did not sob.
She cried the way people did when they had learned that grief would not be brief enough to waste on noise.
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Across the palace, Alex stood alone in the training hall.
The space was vast and empty, lit only by high windows that let in the fading light of afternoon. Weapons lined the walls—polished, balanced, ready for hands that needed something solid to hold.
Alex removed his coat slowly, carefully, as if haste might fracture something already cracked.
Fifteen to thirty years.
He had known it would be a number.
He had not expected it to feel like a sentence.
He picked up a practice blade and moved through familiar forms—measured, precise, relentless. Each strike cut cleanly through the air. Each movement demanded focus.
Still, Alice’s face intruded.
The way her eyes had filled, not with fear for herself, but for him.
The way she had looked at him as if the ground had given way.
Alex stopped.
He lowered the blade and let it fall to the floor with a dull sound that echoed too loudly in the empty hall.
He had accepted the pact long ago—in theory. As responsibility. As inheritance. As inevitability.
But accepting something for yourself was different from watching it hurt someone else.
He leaned forward, hands braced on his knees, breathing slowly until the tightness in his chest eased.
“I will not let this take everything,” he said aloud, to no one.
Not her.
Not us.
He straightened, resolve settling where despair threatened to grow.
If the world demanded time, then he would make what remained count—deliberately, fiercely, without apology.
And if Alice was going to lose years with him, then those years would be lived fully, not quietly surrendered.
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That night, the palace lights dimmed one by one.
Alice lay awake, staring at the ceiling, listening to the distant hum of a city that felt suddenly too precious.
Alex sat by his window, watching the same lights fade, his reflection barely visible in the glass.
They did not seek each other out.
They did not speak.
But somewhere between shared silence and shared understanding, a promise formed—unspoken, fragile, and unbreakable.
Whatever time remained,
it would not be wasted.