Rejected and Special II

You Know I Don’t Want To Tell You Right

I looked at Killua and said, “ you know I don’t want to tell you right”. Killua begins to walk back to the bed and pulled the chair close to the bed again. “ I know you don’t want to tell me and I am sorry, but you are going to have too. I need to know everything so I can prepare for whatever is going to happen next,” said Killua as he grabbed my left hand. “ I don’t want to talk about it’” I say again as tears begin to fall down my face. “ Please don’t cry. Let's just start from your beginning. Tell me about you,” said Killua in a very gently and concerning voice. “ Tell him,” Ravana said softly in my mind. “ Okay, I guess I can tell you about me,” I said slowly thinking about each of my words carefully. “ My parents are not special. They were just your average wolves. I was adopted by them when I was 5 years old. I don’t know my birth parents.” I paused and looked at Killua. He looked at me and nodded his head for me to continue. “ I don’t know what happened to my birth parents. I was told that they were killed in a huge war. I was told that the whole pack where I had come from was destroyed. My parents who adopted were killed about 5 months after I was adopted and I was left on my own again. I just happen to wander to the edge of the blood-red pack.” I paused as the memories that I had locked away begin to fill my mind.

“ That’s where I first meet Aphla Drake and his son Sam and Sam’s uncle Adam. Sam was nice to me at first. He would do things like bring me flowers and talk to me at night but then something in Sam change. He started picking on me and calling me names. He began to push me down and hit me. Over the years the bullying and beatings got worst. Then on my birthday, I found out that Sam was my mate. When he found out I was his mate he punched me in the face and rejected me.” I paused and looked at Killua. Killua fangs were extended and he looked mad “ Keep on. I want to know everything about the bastard.” was all Killua said. “ Okay. Well, I left the blood-red pack after I accepted Sam's rejection and that’s where I meet Kyle. My second chance mate. Me and Kyle were so happy together until we had to go help out with another pack. Which just happened to be Sam's pack. The only good thing about coming to Sam's pack was that I had found a 5-year-old boy name Eithan and a 3-year-old girl named Morgana. I had found them in the wood and took them in as my own children. We were so happy together. I had them for about 3 months. I had just happened to go out for a ran and when I came back they were kidnaped. I now know that it was Kyle who had caused them to be taken. He did not want me to have any other kids that were not his” I paused again and looked at Killua. I could tell that this was making him upset. “ Do you want me to stop?” I ask. “ No, you can continue” was all Killua said back.

“ Well, I guess I can tell you what happens to me and I can tell you why I look like this.” I pause and take a deep breath as I pointed to down my body. “Me and Kyle had a fight over me telling him about you Killua. Kyle got so upset that he slipped up and told me that he was the reason Eithan and Morgan were taken from me. I couldn’t believe that he did something like that. To me of all people, his mate. He knew how much they meant to me and yet he got them kidn*pped!” I paused and took a deep breath to calm myself down. Then looked at Killua to see if he was still listening. He was looking at me and nodded for me to continue. I laid back and closed my eyes as I remember what happened.“ I ran out of the house. I didn’t know where I was going all I wanted to do was get away from Kyle. I ran and ran, and when I finally stopped running I noticed that I was close to your pack but then I was hit on the back of my head with something. When I was woken up I didn’t know how much time had passed. Saying that I was scared was an understatement. It was like one moment I am looking at trees and the next moment I am waking upcoming face to face with Adam” I stopped talking as I begin to remember all the things adam had did to me.

 “ Watashi no chīsana chō o oboete oku no ga itai no wa wakatte imasuga, tsudzukeru hitsuyō ga arimasu.” Killua said as he reached out and grabbed my hand. When our hands touched my whole body begin to instantly warm-up. It was something I had never experienced before. It was not like when Kyle touched my hand or when Sam touched me. This touch was gently yet strong. It was like a million firecrackers when off at once and showered so many wonderful colors that all had their own glow. It was like he didn’t want to never let me go and my body was loving every second of it. “ That’s cause our beloved is the best,” said Ravana as she brought me out of my thoughts. “ You know I have no idea what you said right,” I said back to Killua slightly smiling.  

Killua face got instantly red. Killua looked at me and slightly smiled too. “ Sorry. When my emotions get too crazy I speak in Japanese. It’s my first language but what I had said was I know it hurts to remember it my little butterfly but I need you to continue.” I looked at Killua and nodded my head. “ Can I just sum up the rest cause its kinda obvious what happened to me,” I say as I sit up in the bed that I was laying in. “ Yes, my love you can sum it up. I know you are ready to shower and get cleaned up. The room you and the two who came with you should be ready in a few moments. After the doctors check you one more time you can leave the infirmary. “ Killua said as he continued to hold my hand. “ Okay. Well, Adam and 4 other men including Sam r***d me. Actually, if it was not for Kyle busting in the room and seeing Sam on me I probably would have never been found by Morgana and Eithan. They helped me to get away and to get close to here to find you.” I finished and looked at Killua.

"Killua was so beautiful but I don’t know if I am ready for another mate yet" I begin to think but stoped when Kyle called me.“ Jamie so much has happened to you in a week but just know I am not going to force you to be with me. All I want is for you to be happy even if that is with me or not.” Killua said as he looked away from me. “ Wait it's only been a week since I been here. That can't be right it's only been two days.” I say as I looked at Killua confused. “ No love its been a week since you have been here. You must have been where ever you were longer than you thought. But don’t waste your time thinking about that cause I am going to protect you from all of them monsters and they will never touch you again.” Killua said as his eyes begin to get black as night. I gently squezzed his hand and feel him begin to instantly calm down. “ I will let the doctors in to give you the last check-up and then someone will show you to your room. Eithan and Morgan are already there. Just get some rest for now and my mom should stop by to talk to you and you know that I will be close by at all times. I nodded and  Killua got up and left as the doctors came in.