Ripple Effect
1020 Words
After Killua left I instantly begin to feel a little lonely. The doctors checked me and then left. So now I am waiting for someone to show me to my room. “Honor,” I said in my mind. “Yes, Jamie” Honor said back. “How are you feeling “I asked back knowing that Honor was going through a pain that was much worst than my own. “I am okay right now. I rather keep all my focus on protecting you and this pack” Honor said as she faded into the back of my mind. “Stupid Tiger,” said Ravana as she laughed in my mind. “What are you laughing for?” I snap at Ravana which seemed to get her attention because she stopped laughing. “I am laughing because that stupid tiger of yours thinks that my beloved packs need protection. Hell, she can barely help protect you. If I was your soul before that stupid tiger none of this would have happened” Ravana said as she also disappeared into the back of my mind. “Oh my god, Ravana is such a b***h. She is literally my worst half.” I think to myself as I begin to sit up on the side of the bed. As soon as I sit up, I instantly regret it. My body instantly gets hit with overwhelming pain. I tried to ignore it as I turn my body to the side of the bed so that my legs were hanging off the side so that I could slow lower my feet to the floor. As soon as my feet touch the icy clod floor my groan from the pain. “You can do this Jamie,” I say out loud to myself. “Get up now Jamie, you don’t have time to be laying on your ass. You finally got your babies back and you need to protect them” I said to myself as I successfully pushed myself off the bed. I stood straight up and looked in front of me and instantly hated it.
Right directly in front of me was a full-body mirror. The reflection that looked back at me was something that I thought would only be seen in scary movies. My hair was super oily and had clumps of dirt and blood in it. My skin was covered in so many bruises and cuts that I looked like at cut up dalmatian. More spots than skin and my left eye is swollen, and my lip had a huge gash. My legs and feet had so many cuts and scrapes that it looks like a three-year-old tried to play connect the dots. I continue to look over my damaged body finding more cuts and bruises that were bleeding. The doctors stopped most of the large wounds but not the small ones. I looked back at my face not noticing that tears were falling down my face. I continue to stand there looking at myself and said “I have to get strong. Me being so weak has gone on long enough. The next time I see Sam, Kyle, and Adam I will kill them”. “You are not going to be killing anyone looking and acting the way you are,” said Rosa from the door. I continue looking at myself in the mirror “Rosa no disrespect but Shut the hell up. I will kill them. I don’t care if it kills me, I said as I begin to walk painfully to the bathroom. “NO Disrespect you say. Listen here you little ungrateful mutt” Rosa said as she uses her vampire speed and slams my back into the mirror by my throat causing the mirror to break and then rosa looked into my eyes and said “ You will kill them no matter what, even if it kills you. You are so naive and stupid. Those sorry excuse of men almost killed you after they r***d you over and over again, but your stupid ass wants to run headfirst into a war. Have you forgotten you have not one but two children here who need to be cared for? I get they are not children anymore, but you are so self that you don’t even think about what will happen to them or how they will feel. If it wasn’t for them two you're stupid want to fight ass would be dead.”
Rosa stopped talking and let my throat go but still had her eyes lock on mines and said “ If you go get yourself killed just know that nothing is stopping Killua and that young girl Morgana for going on a rampage. This will have caused them both to get killed and that boy Eitan he will go on a rampage then that will cause him to get killed. So, don’t go making decisions that will affect everyone who cares about you. Don’t you get it that if you die it going to be a mess? It is like the ripple effect. You are the stone to cause the ripples that last for a few minutes then fade away forever.” After that Rosa begins to walk away from me and back towards the door. Once she reached the door she stopped and looked back at me and said “Go wash and when you are done there will be clothes and key left on the bed. Your room will be on the third floor across from Killua and don’t worry about the mirror” and she left but not before slamming the door. I stood there shocked and upset “How could she do that to me,” I think to myself. “How could she say such things to us? She has no idea how we feel right now!” said Honor in my mind. “You both are stupid. She said that to make sure you don’t go get killed. We need to stay here and get strong and when the time comes, I will be more than happy to take over and personal ripe out Adam's heart” said Ravana as she faded back into my mind. I stood there for a few minutes longer before I finally gave in and went to the bathroom and closed the door.
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