Rejected and Special II

True Intentions

    It's been so long that I have lost count. My pack has been attacked so many times that the number of dead out weights the living. Some battles we barely won and others we badly lost.

Ever since Jamie came back to my pack my life been turned upside down. First I found out that she has a new mate. Which finding that out I have to say broke my heart into a million tiny pieces. It felt as if I was shot with a silver cannonball and it went right through my chest, then someone pored wolfsbane and salt on it.

    I know what most people would say and think when they hear that Jamie turned my life upside with her returning here. I know people will say that I deserve it. Especially after how I treated her like she was nothing. True be told I don't have a real reason for not liking her. It's just when Jamie first got here my father talked about her with my mother like she was such a big deal. I did not understand why she was such a big deal until she shifted. She shifted into the most beautiful tiger I had ever seen. She was white as snow with purple and black stripes.

    Then I overhear her fake mat..I mean new mate on the phone. I could not hear exactly what was said but I know it was bad. Then not even 3 days later my pack gets attack and Jamie was nowhere to be found. Which it was not unusual for my pack to get attack but the way kyle was acting was. He sent the children to hide in Jamie's room when he clearly knows the pack had an underground safe house for all pups and wolfs unable to fight. Then to make matters go from bad to worst Jamie came back and her newly found children get kidn*pped and her stupid mate Kyle was hurt.

    I swear with every bone in my body that I believe that Jamie's new mate has something to do with that attack and the k********g. I just have to find a way to prove it and enough evidence to prove it to my beautiful mate Jamie. Which is going to be hard because Jamie hates my guts.

I just wish I could see Jamie again. Ever since that awful day I only have seen her once. I remember it like it was yesterday. I tried to talk to her and tell her what I thought was the cause of the attack, but as soon I started talking Kyle came out of nowhere and punched me in the face. I heard my nose c***k. I knew for a fact that it was broken, he jumped on top of me and punched me in the face over and over. I could bearly get a hold of my self to fight back. I was just shocked and caught by surprise. Then he got off and started kicking me over and over saying that if I ever talk to Jamie again he will kill me. I passed out after about 5 kicks to my ribs after that. The pain was to unbearable. I woke up with a black eye, a broken nose, and 3 broken ribs. Ever since that day my packs got attack it has never been the same. It seems without Jamie I am hopeless.

    I have made up my mind though. I am going to win Jamie back. No matter what it takes I will prove to her that I am not the same stupid fool that I use to be. I already got rid of my so-called mate. I only want Jamie. I know that the only way to get her back is to find the children and prove to her that I am capable of loving her with all my heart. I am going to be there for her when kyle messes up. I know that if I show her that he is evil that she leave him. Then she'll come back to me and things will go back to what they use to be. Me the alpha and Jamie my mate the omega. I know that if I get her back and I show her that I am her mate, not him. I already have a great idea on how I'm going to break Jamie.

    I am going to help her when she gets hurt by kyle. I am going to be there and I am going to show her how great I am. Then when she trusts me the most I am going to break her stupid fighting spirit. I am going to tie her to a bed and let a few wolfs have their way with her, after me of course. I am going to let her watch me kill those stupid children. Then I'm going to let her free and of course, she is going to try to run but she won't get far. I will have people set up to bring her back every time. I know the people in my pack will do it because I will command them to. Until the time is right I am just going to play my part in acting like the good guy.