Close Your Eyes

hi(re:Mabel)

this is a real messed up world. I'd advice y'all to stay the heck away from this dark web . and dark friends.

this is how I destroy my own life.

I dont recommend this route at all.

but yes. it happened.

I'm sitting in front of Fentanyl.

Imma not tell you where I got this from but yes. I'm going to kill myself.

The world was never good to me, and never will be.

I pray that guy burns in hell. all my life is spiralling downwards and this man.

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I LOVE YOU MOM AND POP.

BUT I CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE.

I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER.

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I don't know how much of this drug I'm gonna take but I know it's gonna be a lot.

why?

to forget the pain. forever.

God, please forgive me.

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I have no choice left.

Here I go.

forever.

thank you for everything.

-Mabel