We faced each other beside the bed but neither one of us wanted to make the first move. We knew it was bound to happen and we both wanted it but we're scared of what came after. Would my kids and I move here and would it cause problems with him being the alpha. I just wanted to love and be loved like someone should be in a relationship but I was so scared that he would end up like my ex. There will always be that fear there after everything I've been through and the fear of my children getting attached and hurt. But at this moment all I wanted to do was kiss him so hard and rub my hands through his hair and feel him enjoy me.
"Heather I need you to know that I want you so much it hurts to restrain myself right now but I'm doing it for your sake. Once this happens I'll never be able to let
