Too Late

CHAPTER 4

"Hello Servant Lovely? What's the matter?" "Miss Allurie where are you now? " "I'm at school, Why?" "Miss Allurie I have something to tell you when you get home. Okay? " "Okay then." I ended up the call and started to answer the test. I saw my teacher staring at me. She's smiling at me but her eyes is so sad. But I just ignored it and continued answering the test." Uhhh... Allurie are you done answering the test? You can go home now. " While she's arranging the papers. "But it's too early teacher" "Yeah. but you're done answering right? Don't worry I already told the head. You may go now, your driver is waiting." Even though it was against my will to go out, I did it. At this time I was really confused because this was the first time my teacher did this.

As I was walking in the corridor I felt something but I cannot explain it. "May I know why there are a lot of people in the house? I asked my driver. He just frowned after I asked him and no words came out from him. As I go out from the car. I saw servant Lovely near the gate. "Servant Lovely may I ask you? What's wrong? Why there are a lot of people in the house?" I could feel the trembling of servant Lovely while she was hugging me."Miss Allurie your..... parents are gone. " After saying that she started crying. At this moment I don't know what to react. Do I have to be sad or to be happy? Be happy because they're gone and I will have my freedom and peace? Or to be sad because I'm alone fighting this life? I asked for it before, didn't I? But why do I feel so much pain now? Am I a bad child? I didn't ask for anything else from them other than the time and love. I ran to the hallway and I saw mom and dad's coffin in the living room.

There are so many white flowers in the surroundings.I want to see their faces at the last moment but my conscience can't. That's why I just went to the room to pour out all the resentment I had accumulated. Until I fell asleep crying. I was distracted by a sudden knock on the door. "Miss Allurie. It's servant Lovely. Please open the door. You need to eat some. " "No. Will you please go. Don't bother me. " "But Miss Allurie." "I said go."

After a while I didn't hear servant Lovely's voice anymore so I just got up from lying. On the side of table I saw our picture frame. I get it and stare for an hour. In this photo I can really see that I'm having a lot of fun. As I reminisce the moments we have my tears started to fall again.

Even if I didn't admit it I know I miss them.In the next lifetime when we can be together again, I hope we will only make happy memories. I miss you Mom and Dad.