Pulling away from him is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I touch his face one last time, memorizing every inch of him, and pray I never forget what it feels like to be loved by the kindest, smartest, and bravest person I’ve ever met. He tucks the letter into my hand, and I force myself to turn away from him while I still can. Dr. Campbell and Dr. Walters both give me a quick hug each and wish me luck before I slowly step into the accelerator. My last glimpse of Adam is when he shuts the door, locking me in. My pulse races and my breathing comes fast and heavy, but I’m doing this. I’m really doing it. The countdown begins as the accelerator powers up. The voice is so familiar it’s like an old friend now, welcoming me home. “Five.” I remember the first time I kissed Adam in the rain.

