Sinful Desires

chapter 2

After the class ended, alex and i walked towards his car and got in. I was shaking with excitement inside. It's been a few months since I've met theo . Theodore Spencer.. the main source of my desires.

The younger brother of my mom's best friend.. and not just that. He's my mom's boss as well.. i know i shouldn't be feeling like this about him but i can't help it.. his well built body and the mesmerising green eyes, full arm tattoo.. everything.. everything about him just makes me feel different ..

I was 15 when i first met him. He came with his sister. Ms. Anna hajar.. my mom's best friend.. he is her younger brother.. and from that's when he's my mom's boss as well as my mom works in their company.. my mom always says how polite and nice he is. And he's really professional as well.. i have met him a few times when i went to mom's office..or when Anna invites us for the Christmas party.. and every single time i was shaken from inside..

Every time his green eyes fell on me, i trembled with excitement.. but it's a secret. I don't think i could ever share it with anyone.. not even the man who has my whole heart.. maybe I'm crazy for feeling like this.. i shouldn't be falling for a man who's 18 years older than me.

It's forbidden because he's the younger brother of my mom's best friend and even worse that he's my mom's boss. But all my senses flew away through the window when I looked at his green eyes.

I can literally get drawn into that eyes.

I would die to caress his tattoos on his arms. And that mole under his lips? God bless me.. i can't even tell you how many times i have imagined about kissing on that mole. I didn't even realise that i was smiling while looking at some random spot in the car before Alex shook my shoulder and i came back to reality..

"W-What..what happened?" I asked and he looked at me confusedly

"We reached your house 10 minutes ago, june.. where are you lost, huh?" He asked raising an eyebrow at me with a teasing smile and i looked around to see that indeed i was in front of my house..

"Nothing.. bye and Thank you for the ride" i said

"Anything for you" he said and i smiled and got out of the car each step i took towards my house made my heart beat faster.. i wiped my palm on my skirt. Oh god i can't be sweating like this..

I stood in front of the door.. taking deep breaths i rang the doorbell.. you can do it june.. it's not that difficult.. it's just a man.. yes..a man who has my heart and who makes me weak on my knees.. my mom opened the door with a bright smile and welcomed me..

"Come inside.. good that you came early.. Anna wanted to see you" mom said..

Only anna? What about him? Ugh ..stop thinking like that.. we walked inside and saw anna sitting on the couch..she looked up as i walked towards her..

"Hi, Ms. Anna" i said and she got up and welcomed me with a hug .. you know that big bear hugs? Her hugs were like that.. warm .. comforting..

"My god, june.. you grew up as a beautiful lady" she said and i blushed

"And you're aging backwards" i teased.

Even though i was right because she looks so young.. so is her brother..

Wait.. mom said he's also here so where did go? Did he left already? I looked here and there when Anna took my hand and made me sit on the couch next to her.. mom and her started talking again.. leaving me with a racing heart..

"Sorry ladies, the call took a bit longer than i expected" a deep, honey like voice came from behind..i froze on my seat.. his voice gave me goosebumps..

I can't believe that I'll feel like this just by hearing someone's voice..

A man in black suit walked from behind the couch and stood in front of me.. i was looking down when he sat on the other couch.. i can feel his eyes on me.. his gaze travelled from my head to toe..

I felt like I'll melt down under that gaze.

"Hi, june" he spoke.. he took my name.. he called me by my nameeee.. oh my god..

I took a deep breath and lifted my head and looked at him and lost my voice..his golden honey skin, dark brown hair and green eyes.. sharp jawline.. not clean-shaved but not too bearded as well. It was perfect.. the mole shone like a star twinkling under the moon.. i stared all over his face and gulped down my saliva

"Hello, Mr. Spencer.." i finally said amd he smiled..

HE SMILED..OH MY GOD.. THAT SMILE IS TO DIE FOR..

mom and anna started talking about the preparation for the wedding.. the engagement will be here but the wedding will be held in bali.. my mom had always wished that.. Anna is the one to suggest that and said the penthouse they she has in bali will be the place we will live for those days.. and it will be a beach wedding..

The cost is too much but everyone is contributing.. Mr. Andrew Liam, my mom's fiancé will pay the most of it.. he's a great businessman. He wanted to pay for the whole wedding but my mom insisted that she will contribute as well.

Everyone was talking and i was listening to them and scrolling through my phone.. and Theodore was sitting in across me.. i turned off the flash of my phone and turned on the camera..

Theo was sitting like a king.. he has that aura.. i took a few quick pictures of him and i smiled at them.. thankfully no one noticed it..

The whole time, i took a few glances at theo.. i couldn't help it . He's like a magnet that pull my attention whenever he's around..