Wayne *Right after the rejection* It hurt so bad I felt nauseous, it felt like I had been beaten with a mallet over and over, and my heart felt like it was shattered, cutting up my insides with the broken pieces. I needed to numb the pain from the loss of my mate. I don’t know how anyone could bear such pain! I should have treated her better, and not have given in to the female my father thought would be good to marry. So I decided to take a couple of friends with me, to go, and get drunk, since I didn’t know how else to cope with this pain. All of them seemed eager to go, so we hopped into the car, and Brian was driving, since I had no idea if I was even capable of doing that. My consciousness faded in and out, and it felt like I was dying from the inside out. “Hey man, are you sure

