Bleeding Heart

Meeting Jake

It had been three weeks since that whole room incident with the Mr hottie

As soon as the girls came that night they wanted to know everything l,I was so embarrassed to tell them I was rejected but they were there for me... right now you won't believe who I meeting,Yes Jake..I am meeting with Jake because he ask to meet him at his place, but I turned him down he let it go so right now I am waiting for him at restaurant downtown..

as l was sipping my tea someone covered my eyes "you look so beautiful today" he whispered in my ear, for some reason I feel annoyed

"Hey Jake" I greeted as he sat down,"I haven't seen you in a really long time what have you been up too" he asked with a play boyish smile planted on his face the look on his face gave me an annoyance I didn't want to sit next to him anymore I can't believe I stayed with him for so long the man that was supposed to love me me was treating me like I was nothing and yet here he is sitting opposite me with a smile like nothing ever happened "what do you want Jake?" I asked

" whoow baby someone must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed what's up with you can't I miss my girl" he said trailing his dirty hands on me, I remove my hands from his "listen Jake I have a lot of things I need to do, what do you wanna talk about"

"I miss you how about we go to my place and show you how much I've missed you" as he said that his phone buzzed he looked at it but ignored it,it buzzed again but still he ignored it.

"come on baby stop playing hard-to-get I know you've missed me too" with that I felt like I needed to get out of there just to look at him disgusted me I needed to get out of there I can't do this anymore I've had enough of him and his cheating ways "look Jake I can't do this anymore I am tired you don't respect me you don't value me *sniff* all you want to do is be intimate, you don't care about what I want, I want more from you I wanted more from you Jake but you couldn't give me anything more than your lying cheating ass" the look on his face was priceless clearly stunned by my outburst I was now on my feet shouting and everyone in the restaurant must have heard me because they heads were now looking at me I didn't care this needed to be said I needed to let this out I feel much better much lighter with that I turned and left with a smile on my face..

later that day I was back at my residence with my best friend Zoya I was explaining to her what had happened, she was proud of me that I finally took the stand finally leaving that bastard " oooh liya finally I'm so happy for you now we can move on,there are plenty fish in the sea you are beautiful I don't care who says what just don't think of him he means nothing to you" we hugged I don't know what I would have done without my best friend she was more like a sister to me I love her so much

it had been a long week and nothing happened just study focusing on my school work and on my job in the daycare I have thought about Mr hottie from the club but not paid much attention to that, I haven't seen or heard from him since that night..

Jake tried to get to contact me but I ignored him my friends told him to get off, but he still calls me with different numbers

I guess he now he realised what a shame I was to him I treated him like he was my whole life slowly I was healing I wasn't thinking about him that much even the thoughts I had about him but just would just annoy me

tonight my friends and I are going out to celebrate my friend Grace's graduation "congratulations honey I can't believe you are officially a nurse well you are qualified to be a nurse so you need to get that job okay, we need to start spending your money" we laugh as we talked about everything, it's been a good few years and I've been through them so much with these wonderful people who have become my family..

we enjoyed the rest of the evening going back to our places Zoya and I were having a sleepover, "so tell me about that guy that we met at the club who who is what is his name Bruno?" I asked her

" I haven't seen or talked to him in like 3-day" she replied eating her chips talking as if it was nothing "wait you were still in contact with him all this time and you didn't tell me" I yelled turning to look at my best friend " well I didn't know what to say I wasn't sure about him you know we were just having a good time" she said " so do you like him?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows " he cute" she replied "no that's what I asked, do you like him" " yeah I do, okay now will you just stop interrogating me geez" I giggled "you know you look cute when you're inlove"I teased " who said anything about love I just like him" " mmk if you say so" "I need to go to sleep goodnight" "don't change the subject come back let's talk about this" I yelled out to my best friend "nope good night" she ran to the bed room "Zoya comeback" I laugh as she avoided me