Once inside it I looked at myself in the mirror. I lean against the sink and let out a breath. I don't understand what's happening. Today in the supermarket he seemed so nice and now he only exchanged two words with me. But I don't understand it, my body is marked by the clothes I wear, I've made a lot of guys hard but Eydan ignores me in an Olympic way. I don't know how to get his attention and that bothers me. I open the faucet and wet my hands with water and then place them on the back of my neck, to cool off a bit and relax the lump that is starting to get stuck in my throat. After a few seconds, I return to the room, but seconds before opening I hear him laugh as he tells a joke to my friend. "You're a clown," she tells him. I see through the crack in the door that he laughs

