His actions mystify me, His smile leaves me bedazzled, I am trying to stay away from him But it makes me frazzled. Freya I woke up in my bed and for a second I felt unsettled. Last thing I remember was Hailey and Alexander talking. And then I drank the red coloured drink, raspberry juice I think and then my memories were hazy. I couldn’t have been drunk because I was feeling fine. But how did I get home? I closed my eyes tight and inhaling deeply I tried to remember anything. And my mind reacted almost immediately as I got the flashes from last night. All the stupid, stupid things I said to Alexander. My entirely foolish confession, hanging on his shirt and his confession of liking me as well. Can I die right now? Or vanish will be fine too? How will I walk to school and face him?

