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Chapter Twenty
Taehyung shut his eyes closed as he intertwined his fingers with Seokjin. He let out a deep sigh with tears spilling down from his eyes.
"Oh, love. Please wake up." He whispered all over again.
He kissed the back of the older's hand burying his face on his arms as he cried his heart out.
"Please, wake up." He said again.
It's been almost eight hours since they arrived in the hospital. The doctor keeps on going in and out of Seokjin's room to check his vital sign.
The doctor said that he will wake up any minute but it's been eight damn hours but Seokjin is still unconscious and it's driving Taehyung crazy with each minute passing by.
The boys are all gathered in one sofa waiting for their eldest member to wake up. The managers also came to make sure that no media will get to them, they also encourage the other boys to get some rest but of course no one wants to leave Seokjin.
Taehyung stood up when he felt Seokjin moved. He held the older's hand tighter when he saw his eyes opened.
The boys are quick to gather around Seokjin's bed to see him. They let out a sigh of relief as the older is finally conscious.
Seokjin looked at his surroundings furrowing his brows. He looked at his hands and saw that there's a dextrose attached to him and that's when he remembered what happened earlier.
His eyes widened and as if on cue, he placed his hands on top of his bump. He sat up that made the boys rushed towards him to stop him from moving too much.
"Hyung! Please, lie down." Jimin said.
Seokjin cleared his throat and looked at Taehyung who looks like he's been crying for hours already.
"How are you feeling, love, hm?" Taehyung softly asked as he cupped the older's cheeks.
"Our baby is fine, right?" He asked Taehyung, "Call the doctor, Tae. I want to talk to him." Seokjin said.
He wants to talk to the doctor personally. He knows that due to stress, there might be bad affects for the baby and he wants to know what he can do to avoid any kind of problems.
"Why, Tae?" Seokjin chuckled, "Im fine. Our baby is fine too, right?" He asked with hopeful eyes.
He fisted on the white blanket that is covering his lower body when the boys most especially Taehyung avoided his gaze.
He bit his lower lip as he gulped down for a lot of times trying to wash away all the negative thoughts that is popping out of his mind- damn, no.
"Stop making me nervous," He let out a small laugh but the boys just looked at him with symphatetic eyes, "Answer me!" He screamed, his veins popping out.
Taehyung is not answering his questions that's why he looked at their maknae who just avoided his gaze when their eyes met. He looked at Jimin and it just made his heart beat a lot faster than normal when he saw how a tear fell from Jimin's eyes. Damn, why?
"Love pl-" the older didnt even finish his sentence as he bursted out crying, "Tell me please, please. Im begging you. Our little bean is fine, right?" Seokjin said in a pleading tone.
Minutes after, only the sound of crying coming from the boys is the only thing that could be heard inside their room.
"Seokjin, lovie," Taehyung shook his head as his tears came flooding in, "Our little bean.. our litt-" Taehyung covered his mouth when he just bursted out crying just by thinking about it.
Seokjin covered his face with both of his hands as he let out an exasperated sigh. He bit his lower lip as he looked at Taehyung once again vigorously shaking his head.
"No, no. Stop lying to me!" Seokjin's screamed echoed.
Taehyung's heart broke into tiny little pieces as he heard how the older's voice cracked and how he's crying so much.
"Ple.. please, no. Please dont do this to me," Seokjin begged, he reached for Jimin's hand, "Chim, tell me the truth. Stop joking, hm? What happened?" He desperately asked shaking the younger a little.
Jimin's lips quivered his heart already breaking because of Seokjin's state.
"Y.. you had a miscarriage." Taehyung's voice cracked as another set of tears came.
Taehyung lowered his head clutching his chest as it feels so heavy with the thought of their little bean passing away even before they could get the privelage to see how wonderful their child is.
He doesnt want Seokjin to see him crying. He wants to be Seokjin's strength and shoulders to cry on but it is just too much for him to take in. This is too heartbreaking for him. He's too excited, he's looking forward to becoming a father and all of this just made him lose all the positive thoughts that he had.
"No!" Seokjin screamed, "No, no!" The older cried his heart out.
Seokjin pulled his hair up while his tears keeps on streaming down his face. His face flushed a deep red from all the crying, he clenched his fist and hurted himself which made Taehyung rushed to him and held both of his hands to stop him.
"Love, love, shh." Taehyung whispered.
All of them are crying their hearts out because of the loss of the innocent child- the child that is supposed to be the light of both Seokjin and Taehyung's darkness.
Seokjin stared directly at Taehyung, he's looking at the younger dead in the eyes with his tears continuously slipping from his eyes and it made Taehyung flinched,
"Why, Tae?" Seokjin asked in a cold voice, "You should've let me die too." He said, his voice cracking.
The boys especially Taehyung couldnt help but to cry even more because of Seokjin's word.
The younger pulled Seokjin into a tight hug. The older started wailing while trying to get out of Taehyung's touch but instead of letting go the younger just keeps on showering Seokjin with kisses in hopes of calming him down.
He had a miscarriage, it's dangerous. The baby may be gone but he shouldnt get stressed a lot considering how hard he went through.
"Baby..."
Seokjin called as he keeps on caressing his baby bump trying to feel their little bean's presence.
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I am also sad. The little bean is gone.;(
Again, thank you!
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