I Need U // jinkook

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Chapter Nine

Seokjin went home at twelve midnight so that there will be less people. As soon as he gets home, his eyes darted to Yoongi who looks unbothered while just sitting on the sofa while looking thoroughly at his phone.

Hoseok is holding Seokjin's hand afraid that the older might slipped or something. The boys are being extra careful around him since all of them are afraid that it may cause pain for both the baby and Seokjin and that's the least thing that they want.

Taehyung let out a faint sigh as Namjoon nods his head. They actually made an agreement before they head home.

All of them agreed that Taehyung and Seokjin should stay in one room so that it would be easier for Taehyung to take care of the older. Seokjin doesn't have anything against it since he also doesn't want to bother Namjoon since he already has too much to do as their leader.

The only problem now is... how can they say it infront of Yoongi? None of them are that insensitive to just blurt it out.

Namjoon let out a sigh of defeat when he looked at the boys and all of them just avoided his gaze. He then cleared his throat as he scratch his nape nervously,

"Taehyung will now share a room with Seokjin hyung." Namjoon carefully said.

It's like all of them is holding their breathe waiting for Yoongi to let out an outburst but all they got was a lazy shrug.

It almost made Seokjin wants to vomit because of the feeling that he's getting. He can feel his heart wrenching because of how cold Yoongi is to him right now.

Well! He completely understands him. It's not like Yoongi will accept him with open arms when he just got pregnant with someone that isn't him.

"You have to rest now, hyung." Jimin said in his soft voice.

Taehyung already went in with Seokjin in his room. The both of them didn't say anything, it doesn't feel right especially with now that they felt really bad for Yoongi.

"You should talk to him, hyung." Taehyung mumbled.

The younger taps the bed already motioning Seokjin to lie down which he gladly did since he's so tired and badly needs a rest because of his headache. The older just wished that he wouldn't wake up just to vomit.

"Believe me, I really want to." Seokjin said in almost a whisper.

Taehyung sat on the edge of Seokjin's bed pulling the black duvet up until the older's chest before caressing his hair.

"Im really really sorry, hyung."

Seokjin shut his eyes closed as he felt how sincere the younger is. He let out a nostalgic smile as he slowly shook his head. When he opened his eyes, he stared directly at the younger.

Taehyung is not the only one at fault. What they did was wrong, they already know that and they learned their lesson from it but they surely cant undo it. All they can do is act like a responsible adult and face the consequences of their action.

It's not really a punishment though, it's a blessing.

"Are you scared, Tae?"

The younger could only tilt his head in confusion and Seokjin let out a small laugh when he saw how confused the younger looks.

"I mean of being a father, this baby will come with big responsibility." Seokjin said.

Honestly, he's excited and scared at the same time. He is excited because it is his, it's his own flesh and blood. He's looking forward to see the person that he will love the most. He is scared because he doesn't know how he will become a parent, he doesn't know if he's going to be a good one.

"I am scared but," Taehyung held his hands, "Im not alone, you're with me and im with you." The younger whispered.

Seokjin bit his lower lip as he felt the tears welling up in his eyes, it must be his hormones playing with him. He squeezed the younger's hand with a smile on his face because he really appreciates how Taehyung is being involved with everything.

"Thanks, Tae. Really." The older breathed out.

Seokjin sat up and pulled Taehyung into a tight hug which earned a cute chuckle from the younger. Seokjin buried his face on the younger's neck just inhaling his scent.

"Don't thank me. We are a family, baby." Taehyung said with finality in his voice.

A family. Seokjin and the baby is his family. He doesn't need anyone's approval nor Seokjin's love for him to have a courage to call them his family because his love for the older and their little one is already so strong.

Seokjin is not his, yes he's clearly aware of that. Seokjin loves someone, he knows it and he's completely fine with it.

There must be something wrong with Taehyung. Maybe it has something to do with his undying optimism that he always has hopes in everything no matter how painful it can get. In that way, he always hopes and wished that Seokjin can also love him the way he loves the older.

"Now, get some rest, okay?" Taehyung ruffled the older's hair.

He pulled away from the hug just to see the small pout forming in Seokjin's pink plump lips.

"What's the matter?" Taehyung worriedly asked.

Seokjin looks at the other bed where Taehyung will sleep then looks back at the father of his child who looks so concerned about him.

"Stay beside me." Seokjin said in almost a whisper.

Taehyung's heart thumped loudly against his chest that he still needs to clenched his fist to wake himself up. He's flustered and he can almost feel his cheeks heating up. Damn! Seokjin has great effects on him.

"I will..."

Seokjin nods his head in delight and immediately lied down once again. Taehyung ran his fingers through his hair before lying down beside the older and as soon as he did, he smiled when he felt the warmth of Seokjin's hand wrapped around his waist.

He faced Seokjin's side pulling him closer to him as he put his hands on Seokjin's back caressing it up and down. Seokjin must've like the action as he buried his face on the younger's neck with a contented smile on his face.

"I'll stay even if you push me away..."