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Chapter Four
Seokjin went home with his shoulder slumped. He sighed once again as he opened the door. All the lights were turned off so he assumed the the boys are already sleeping since it's already late at night.
Yoongi didnt came home. Though, he promised that he will take a sleep in his studio. That is enough for Seokjin.
He didnt get the chance to tell Yoongi about the news that also shocked him. Not when his boyfriend is fighting against something so deep again, he doesnt want to add up on his problem.
Seokjin carefully walked towards his room but before he could open the door. He saw Taehyung sitting in the living room while staring right at him, the moonlight dramatically hitting his face.
"Hyung..."
Seokjin looked at the younger who already stood up walking towards him. He took a step back as soon as he felt Taehyung's hand on his arms.
"Do you have a problem, hyung?" Taehyung asked.
The younger couldnt help but to think about the older. He cant help but to wonder as to why he's always dozing off and seems like he wants to get away with everything.
He saw how Seokjin's shoulder tensed because of his question and that made him extra worried for the older.
He doesnt want Seokjin to face his problems alone. He knows how hard it is to go on with a heavy heart because you couldnt tell someone what's bothering you.
"I dont want them to hear it." Seokjin said in almost a whisper.
Taehyung squinted his eyes. That's all what it takes for him to grab Seokjin's arms dragging him out of their dorm.
Taehyung stopped when they reached the rooftop and maybe it's a bad idea that he just dragged the older here just by seeing how Seokjin shivered because of the cold wind.
"Now, tell me what's wrong." Taehyung said once again.
He wants Seokjin to let it all out. He noticed how bothered he is and he doesnt like it, not when he's always looking forward to see the older's beautiful smile.
The younger's heart almost broke when Seokjin looked up at him with unshed tears.
"Taehyung-ah." The older's voice cracked.
Seokjin pressed his lips into a thin line doing his best to prevent his tears from falling.
He doesnt have any plans to tell the younger about his problems. He's not ready for all of this and he's having too much! He doesnt know how he can possibly handle the news of his unexpected pregnancy.
A lot of things is going on in his mind. Things that will probably bother him and wont ever leave his mind.
How will Yoongi react to this? How will their fans react? He's also sure that the company will be very dissapointed because of his actions.
"Taehyung-ah." Seokjin whimpered as he tried to stop his tears from falling.
The younger took a step forward holding the hand of Seokjin caressing it in circular motion in attempt to comfort him just a little.
"C'mon, hyung. Tell me." Taehyung said nudging him a bit.
Seokjin's tear fell from his eyes. He couldnt keep it in anymore. Maybe, it's his hormones starting to f**k with him.
"I.. im pregnant, Tae." He sighed.
He shut his eyes closed not wanting to meet the younger's possible judgemental eyes.
"R.. really? Then, you shouldnt cry. It would be bad for your baby." Taehyung's voice is laced with nothing but concern.
Seokjin opened his eyes to be met by Taehyung's concerned one. He tried to find for a negative response from the younger but none came which made him feel at ease.
"Did you tell.. did you tell Yoongi hyung?" Taehyung asked genuinely concerned about the older's health.
Pregnancy is not a joke. It can be really bad especially when they are still in the middle of promoting.
Seokjin might get stressed and it is not good for the baby.
The older bit his lower lip, "Not yet." He shook his head.
He screwed his eyes shut and held Taehyung's hand tighter just by the thought of him telling his boyfriend about his pregnancy.
There's a huge possibility that his pregnancy will scar their relationship.
How can he put Yoongi into this kind of situation? His boyfriend has been very vocal about wanting to achive all of their dreams first before settling down.
"You should tell him! He deserves to-"
Taehyung didnt get the chance to finish his sentence when Seokjin angrily pulled his hands back glaring at the younger,
"You're the father of this child!" He screamed.
Taehyung's brows furrowed and squinted his eyes at the older waiting for him to take back what he said but after a minute or two, Seokjin just remained glaring at him.
"Oh! Fuck." Taehyung bit his lower lip.
As if on cue, the memories of their intimate moment crossed the younger's mind. He didnt regret any of what happened though.
That one night.
It's wrong considering that he's in a relationship with Yoongi. It's cheating but the both of them didnt hold back as they let themselves get drowned by lust and too much desire especially Taehyung.
The reason as to why Seokjin is avoiding the younger is because of his guilt eating him up.
Yoongi loves him so much but he still did those things behind his back. What hurts even more is that Yoongi is possibly under a lot of stress while he's betraying him.
It's a one time thing. One time when Taehyung didnt hold back himself from letting his emotions out. One time when Seokjin let himself get drowned by Taehyung's sinful mouth and wonderful touches.
Taehyung was pulled back into reality when he saw how Seokjin's eyes starts to shake because of how he's silently crying.
He put one of his hand on the older's shoulder and his free hand cupping Seokjin's cheeks trying to wiped his tears only to get replaced by a new one.
"Stop crying, hmm. It will be bad for our baby." Taehyung said in a soothing voice.
He's still at loss for words but he knows that he should stay calm and take what's happening in a good way. He should be strong for Seokjin and their baby on the way.
It's unexpected considering that they doesnt even have any romantic relationship yet they're having a baby, a new life that they both created.
"How.. how about Yoongi?" Seokjin asked, his voice cracking.
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